Forgotten Love (Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 14

Mia  

Niall...he...he left me. I knew this would happen. Niall only wanted me because he pitied me. Becasue I was some lonely girl he met at a daisy field. He felt sorry for me.

'Or maybe he was just confused' a voice told me. But why would he leave if he was confused? I had the right to know why Niall left and I needed an answer, whether he liked it or not.

It was nearly midnight and nobody would be outside because the street became quiet after 9.

I got up from my position, wiped my tears with the end of my sleeve and ran outside. 'He couldn't have gone far' I kept reassuring myself. I had ran down the street and I couldn't find Niall anywhere. I turned around ready to give up and walk home when I saw a figure walking.

I couldn't tell if it was Niall or not but I decided to give it a shot. I ran to the figure and the closer I got, the more I could tell who that person was. The way his hair was ruffled and the way his jacket hang loosely on his shoulders.

It had to be Niall...

"Niall" I called out tears forming in my eyes again.

Niall stopped walking. He didn't look back and I didn't expect him to.

By now I was right behind Niall and my stomach was hurting from all the running.

"please just listen Niall" I begged, grabbing his wrist before he could walk off. His back was still facing me but I decided to speak anyways.

"I know I should've told you earlier about...everything. And you had the right to know about... it all. But I was scared what your reaction would be if I told you so I didn't. I know you would've found out one way or another but I didn't want it to be this way. I'm sorry if I disappointed you and I understand if you want to breakup or something. I don't expect you to still stay with me anyways" I mumbled, feeling tears fall from my eyes. One tear dropped making me catch it in my hand.

As I wiped the tear on my jeans I felt light rain on my skin. It was only a few drops but when I looked up, the sky told me it was going to rain heavily.

I waited for a response from Niall but he didn't say anything. He just stood there.

"Are you going to say anything?" I asked quietly, hoping for an answer. But there was nothing. Not a single movement. Not even the sound of breathing could be heard.

The only thing I could see now were my tears. My vision became blurry and everything was unclear. I couldn't take it anymore and I had to get away from Niall.

I moved in front of Niall and started walking back home. Tears were pouring from my eyes and it started to sprinkle. I knew if it started raining harder the water would go to my wrist and the cuts would start to sting badly.

But I didn't care right now. Nothing could beat the pain Niall was causing me. It hurt a lot.

I was still five minutes away from home and lost deep in thought when I felt a hand grab onto my wrist. I was turned around and someone had wrapped their arms around my waist. I didn't know who it was until I saw blond hair.

It was Niall...

"don't leave me Mia, I can't do this alone. I was starting to fall for you and if you leave now i'll be a total wreck. I just found out you have a father that abuses you and you self-harm. I guess I was a bit shocked. I didn't mean to walk out like that...i'll have to learn to accept you like you are. I'd love for you to stop the self-harm but I know its hard. But I'm willing to help you. We'll go through this together and everything would turn out right at the end." Niall said through my hair.

I could tell he was crying becasue of the way he talked. I pulled away from the hug when the rain started pouring. The rain got heavier but neither Niall or I moved from our position. We stayed locked in each others eyes.

I noticed his eyes were darker than usual. Maybe that was becasue he had been crying but the color definitely looked good on him.

"I'm sorry Mia" Niall whispered interrupting my thought.

"Niall its not your fault I should ha-" I said before being cut of by a kiss.

The kiss was different. It had a lot of emotion that had been bottled up for so long. It was just like the first time Niall and I kissed but it was better because I knew the person I was kissing wouldn't hurt me. I trusted him. It took time but I did it. I learned to trust again and it was all becasue of Niall. I owed it all to him.

Niall decided to deepen the kiss as the rain poured harder. He put his tounge in my mouth exploring every angle.

I could taste the salt from our tears and I knew Niall could too. I felt a pair of hands travel down my thighs and pick me up. I wrapped my legs around Niall's waist as Niall pushed me up against a wall. We were still kissing when I heard a throaty moan escape Niall's lips as I bit his bottom lip carefully not to hurt him. I felt a hand travel under my shirt and rub circles on my back. It was my turn to moan and I heard Niall chuckle in the kiss. His hand found my bra clasp and I could feel him trying to undo it.

I realized how wrong this was on the street but I didn't stop him. Niall was close to opening the clasp when I melody started to play from Niall's phone. He didn't stop to take it so I put my hand in his back pocket and got the phone out for him. I pulled away from the kiss and gave him the phone.

"take it Niall" I whispered against his lips. He reluctantly took the phone call but had his eyes entirely on me through the whole call. When it ended he decided to break the silence and speak.

"you have school tomorrow and management want to see the others and me tomorrow for something. I have to go to whatever they want but i'll pick you after school tomorrow" Niall said letting go of me so my legs weren't around his waist anymore and my feet were on the ground.

"yeah sounds good" I murmured.

Niall took his hand in mine and started walking me home.

"Promise me you'll do your best to stop self-harming and if your father ever hits you again you'll tell me" Niall said holding his pinky out.

I was hesitant but locked my pinky with his anyways.

"I promise" I shivered.

The rain had stopped but both of us were drenched due to the make out session in the rain.

"you know back there... things were going to get pretty heated if my phone hadn't interrupted" Niall smirked.

"in you dreams Horan" I smiled before winking at him.

I could see the blush crawl to Niall's face and I knew my face was like that as well.

"you wish" he replied when I ran out of comebacks.

I have to be honest when I say I never had much experience in any of this. I never really had feelings for anyone to do it and Niall was my first. I really liked him and I hope he felt the same way.

"Niall you know I never really...um..done it" I said awkwardly, thinking about what Niall's reaction would be.

"don't worry about it Mia" he assured me making a smile appear on my face.

I think I might be falling in love with Niall...

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What Mia was wearing on the side

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