It's Always Been You

When I woke up I was in the hospital. 

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I felt one soft touch. Although I couldn’t see the face I already knew who it was. I heard that familiar voice from another side also.. 

“Dean! Oh thank God you are ok!.. Are you insane? Why were you driving like a mad man..? you could have died you stupid as*******!”

“Korn…… you.. you here.. I thought..we can never be fr…..”

“Oof. This stupid man. I should kill you with my own hand. Whatever happened between me and nong cannot change our friendship. You can punch more if you want to. But please don’t do things like this again…. And now when you are awake again.. I think I should leave. Nong and his family are already here. I will come again so do tell me if you need anything.”

He was about to leave when I saw Pharm called him back. 

“It's you who he needs now. Please stay. If you want I can leave. But please don’t leave your best friend.”

I saw Korn was trembling a lil bit. Or was I imagining things? Korn still loves Pharm? Maybe he was Just feeling scared to fight with his own family at that time….

“I .. I cannot.. I have some work to do. You can stay. I don’t have any problem with you.. I just..”

“If you don’t have any problem with me then why are you not looking at me? Why are you avoiding eye contact with me? now you hate me that much?”

Korn was silent. But my heart was not. I could feel the love and pain between these two. They both still love each other. Maybe it’s too late for me to approach?

Korn suddenly looked at Pharm angrily and shouted, “are you trying to seduce me nong Pharm? Listen to me very carefully, what we had is over now. And if you cannot find anyone else to look after you please don’t ever come to me again. Just because you have no one now so you gonna try your luck on me again?.....”

“Nong Pharm has me Korn! And he will always have me. He is not alone. And he will never be. So you can leave. Before I land one more punch on your handsome face that you are so proud of you must go from here..”

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Korn was shocked and couldn’t utter a word, I saw Pharm was looking at me with more shocking eyes. For a few seconds no one moved. When suddenly Korn turned around and left.

Pharm slowly came to me and sat beside me. 

“You shouldn’t have said those things. What if P’Korn misunderstood? What if he…” 

I held my nong’s hand and told him to give me my backpack. When he did so, I handed him his diary. He jumped out in shock after taking some seconds to realize and wanted to run away again but this time I held him with my left hand and took him on my lap.

“I am injured noo. Do you want me to run with you? don’t turn your face away. Let me see. You dunno how much I wanted to see this face of yours… 

Yes nong Pharm I love you too. For me also.. It's always been you.. Whom I loved with all my heart.. 

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I loved you when I first saw you at the fresher’s party, I loved you when I was stalking you like a lunatic at the University, I loved you when you came to meet me, I loved you when you hugged me at my b’day party, I have always loved you, I will always do, I was so stupid to think that you must be in love with Korn. That’s why I agreed when Korn forced me to ask about him.