Jennifer Jareau Imagines [JJ x Reader]

Delicate [smut]

mature content! orgasm from clitoral stimulation
TW! mentions of abduction, sexual assault, physical assault

— Your POV
"Do you still find me attractive?" JJ asked from her spot next to me on the bed.

I immediately shut my phone off and looked at her, "What?"

She set her magazine down on the mattress and sighed, "Do you?"

"Of course I do, babe. Why is this a question?"

"I just feel like... never mind." She picked her magazine up again but I quickly stopped her.

"JJ, look at me." She blinked and lifted her head up. I asked, "Do you wanna talk?" JJ was abducted and tortured a few months ago by Tivon Askari. I know what he did to her physically— water boarding, cattle prod shocks, sexual assault— but finding out the mental damage was harder because she doesn't talk about it much with me, which is understandable. I'm not a licensed therapist. But, I'm her partner.

"I don't wanna talk about my attack, I'm working through that in my own way... I wanna talk about... us."

"Us?"

"Us. And what we... do." I picked up on what she meant.

"Sex is a word, JJ. Don't be 12. Say sex."

"Okay, sex. I wanna talk about sex." JJ and I have been intimate since her attack, just once or twice, and we've taken it very slow, so I wasn't sure what she wanted to talk about.

"We can talk about that. Are you... Did you wanna... stop? For a while?"

"Do you?"

"I wanna do whatever makes you comfortable."

"I am comfortable. Because it's you. I just... I don't know. I feel... ugly. And like you don't like me anymore because of what happened."

I took her hand in mine, "JJ, I love you. I love you. Why do you feel like I don't like you anymore?"

"Because I'm not the same. My mind is different, my body's different... I have these gross scars all over me now."

I scooted closer to her and picked up her chin, "I think you're beautiful." She started to tear up. I gave her a soft smiled and continued, "You'll always be beautiful to me. As for the scars, they show your strength. That you battled something and you won. You have no idea how grateful I am that you won, that you're here next to me. Becase that's exactly what happened— you won."

She sniffled, "I kind of did, didn't I?"

I chuckled at her, "Absolutely."

She cleared her throat and blushed before asking, "So you... still wanna have sex with me?"

"Is it bad if my answer is every minute of every day?"

She giggled and wrapped her arms around my neck, "No because I love that you're a horny idiot!" She kissed my lips and I could feel her smiling against my mouth. I reached my hand up and brushed some hair off of her shoulders before cradling the side of her face as we made out. She moaned into the kiss and started to tug on my shoulders to pull me on top of her. JJ laid back against the pillows and started to unbutton her pajama top.

I pulled away from her mouth and asked, "Are you sure about this? Do you still wanna go slow?"

"Can we go a little um... faster this time?"

"Yeah?"

She took her top off and threw it to the side, "Yes please." I smiled and leaned down to kiss her again, having a little more hunger in my intensity. I moved down to her neck and wasted no time before going to her chest. I gently kissed around her breasts, still hesitant to go quicker. JJ tangled her hands in my hair and moaned, "Shit, Y/N, just stop treating me like a fucking victim and suck on my tits already!" That was enough convincing for me, so I flicked my tongue over her nipple before wrapping my lips around it and sucking in a steady rhythm. JJ breathed out, "Finally." I stayed there for about a minute or so, sensing that she was enjoying the stimulation.

My mouth trailed down her body, lingering on her abdomen. I placed gentle kisses over the scar left on JJ's side to give it special attention, showing her that I didn't mind the blemish. I flicked my eyes up at her as I toyed with the waistband of her panties. She bit her lip and nodded to me, telling me it was okay to keep going. I threw her panties to the floor and resumed my original position on top of her. I mumbled against her lips, "You're so sexy, baby." A kiss. "So fucking perfect."

She nuzzled her nose against mine and panted, "I love you so much, babe... But I think I might kill you if you don't make me cum right fucking now."

I groaned, "Mmm and how would you like me to do that? What'll it be tonight?"

She traced her index finger down my chest and bit her lip, "Can we do that one position we did that one time?"

"I need a little more context, Jayje."

She blushed, "Remember when we were in my office?"

I smiled, "Ahh you liked that one didn't you?"

JJ nodded, "Mmhmm." I pecked her lips once more and then got up to sit back against the headboard. JJ sat up and scooted into my lap, resting her back into my chest and leaning her head back against my shoulder. I spread my legs wide apart and she did the same, pushing them close to mine.

Once we were settled, I asked, "Is this good?"

"Yes except for the fact that you aren't touching me yet." I kissed the side of her neck and slid my hand down to her core.

I rubbed her clit with two fingers and mumbled against her skin, "You're being so needy today, aren't you? Do you miss me when I'm not touching you?"

JJ whimpered, "Y-Yes, baby, I miss this so much! You make me feel so good, Y/N!" We made out sloppily as my fingers continued to play around in her wetness. My mouth swallowed all the moans that left her lips as she got closer to her release. She let go of my lips and panted as my fingers sped up, "F-Fuck, baby, faster! Yes, yes, faster! Faster! Fuuuckk that's so good, baby! Right there!" JJ's legs were squirming and shaking as she worked her way to an intense orgasm. Her mouth was dropped open as heavy exhales left it, and one of her hands was tightly grabbing a fistful of my hair as the other was squeezing her own breast.

I got her attention, "JJ look at me." Her eyes flashed open as she kept panting. I demanded, "Cum for me," and she screamed in pleasure immediately. Her back arched up as her chest continued to rise and fall with deep breaths. I kept stimulating her clit until I was sure she was all calmed down. I pulled them away and licked off anything that coated them before placing an attentive kiss to JJ's sweaty forehead.

She hummed, "I love this position."

"Why is that?"

She traced patterns along my arms and sides, "Because I like being in your arms like this. Your big, strong arms. They make me feel safe."

I kissed the top of her head and turned off the bedroom light before hugging her and saying, "You always have a place in my arms, Jayje."