A SECOND CHANCE WITH JAY [ONGOING]

JAY 18

Daniel p.o.v

"I want everyone to have complete rest and we'll pick this up first thing in the morning, no cold soda's for you and only ginger honey by morning alright?" our manager instructed before letting us off

"You're crazy right? Daniel, she blew you off with Jay, think about it!" Youngbin disappointedly raise his voice at me for the first time for being so stupid

My head hung low before I glance at K hyung looking at me like he wanted to extend help but can't

All of our members are gathered in the living rooms as I shared I wanted to get back and see Renn again

I thought I was dreaming, I was also a trainee but I was sure that I did saw Renn walk out of that recording room. This wasn't the first time I saw her, I may have caught a glimpse of Renn from time to time but I had to make sure it was really her. 

Even K hyung helped me find a way to have the same time with her recording but it was too risky since we have even strict security after what happened before

"So you're telling me you're back chasing Renn? the girl who left you and went out with Jay, the one who didn't call you back for months and didn't even apologized for what he did?" Youngbin hyung asked and I had to nod with all his sermons since he was right tho' 

K hesitated before Youngbin gave him a what-the-hell-look, K hyung pitied me for being so in love with the girl who'd I know would never want me

So I had no choice but to let Taki be put in my plan too, the day before I know she was recording her songs, I had Taki sneaked into the information booth to get some info's and so I knew where she lived

The next day I visited her without hesitation, although it did damage to me after seeing her walked away with Jay hyung, she still wasn't out of my mind. 

When she looked at me she was flabbergasted, I kept my smile on and urged myself not to hug her and it was hella hard, Renn hesitated

I accept the tea from her before she sat down across me, 

"You're really going for it huh?" I asked before giving him a little shrug with my shoulder 

"That's what I want to do tho' " 

"You know not all can reach that kind of a blessing in life, I hope--"

"What are you really doing here Dani?" Daniel paused at my sudden tone

I look down feeling bad for how I sounded before he cleared his throat. 

"I just thought you'd be happy to see me" I snickered before looking back at Daniel

"I- I do, I am happy" I forced a smile before. There was an awkward silence between us

"Do you want some juice?" I got him his favorite Grape juice before putting it on his side

"Listen, Daniel, I never really got the chance to apologize about what happened before"

"You mean before you ran out on me with Jay?"

I gulped at his words before, looking down with guilt. 

"It's okay, it's not the first time you've done that" no matter how harsh Daniel's words are, I can't really complain much considering I had done far worse things to him 

"I-I'm sorry" my voice cracked before I felt him look down, feeling guilty as well

"I didn't come here to hastily treat you like this, it's just kind of my habit to look for you whenever I miss you"