A SECOND CHANCE WITH JAY [ONGOING]

JAY 10

Daniel p.o.v

It's the D-day, by 7 in the morning many people came, even our make artists fixing us up for hours and a couple of hours for our final performances.

I shake my hands feeling it sweat again, sighing all of the air I have left inside my body I just want to cry out in fear but seeing some of our past members I see them smiling hard for us. I was happy

Grabbing the only picture I've held since day one, I admire at it smiling to myself.

"This is it Renn, I've come this far and I will end it the way I promised"

Caressing it as if it's the only thing that hold my whole life

"You brought her picture huh?"

I glance to my side seeing Jay hyung being worried at me, I returned a reassuring smile making us both comfortable

"I only have this, and this is enough"

I look down to his bracelet, the same one Renn has been wearing since we met.

"You miss her?" I asked seeing Jay hyung's reaction become sullen

He scoff with a hint of sadness "All the time"

I've been emotional since this morning and I don't want to feel this way on this day. So I stood up presenting my hand towards Jay whilehe glances at it and then looking confused towards me

Smiling like my usual smile, he seemed to think that I am making everything not to be awkward around us

He clasp my hand around his and we both got inside the dressing room, after like an hour we got out seeing our past members going to the stage already

Hearing Jay hyung got in, I was beyond happy. He never really give doubts in his abilities. 

When it was down to only me , Sunoo hyung and K hyung. I bit my shaking lip sighing as I think I knew what the results is gonna be

I'm still young, my training year is not enough too. If I fail in this I won't be having a hard time the next I debut

Kim Sunoo

Hearing hyung'g name Jay and I face each other seeing, I might be away for too long. Jay had his expression of trying not to break down before I gave him my reassuring smile