Forever Alone

Freckled Lizzie

HEYOOOOO HAPPY DAY, HOPE YOU HAVE GOOD DAY/NIGHT, LOVE!!!<3

I tried to wake up early but I couldn't. Ally and I had been speaking the whole night about...everything. My eyes hurt and a tiny voice in my head said 'Don't wake up'. But Ally would be late without me, she always was so early and I was the one too sluggish to be early. But the last days had been different, Ally was late because she was tired of receiving a thousand calls from my family. They are very distant, but who knows how they get the news so fast if my parents were the ones to always update them.

There have been no 'incidents' for the past days. everyone had been trying not to speak with me, all the fuzz because of my escape to the bathroom that Monday.
"Taylor, Ally, wanna come to the game this Saturday? There will be lots of food, the middle school kids are gonna be selling for donations, plus Dani will be there." With that last part he turned to Ally and gave her a funny face.
"Sure, Taylor?"
"Um, okay."

I still was a little- no let me rephrase that a LOT shy. I didn't have enough emotional strength to confront all those emotions, so I just stayed emotionless. No happy face, but no sad face, I wished.

Saturday came really fast, Ally and I were going to be the best crowd there. Cheering for Spencer, Jason, and I wished if was true, Dani. We got there and united with Dani, who had the best spot in the bleachers. The game had just started and we already watched as Ryan, the captain of the group did all sorts of moves. He mostly just gave it to Luke, that was the whole strategy. But we were winning, and Jason and Spencer seemed to have fun.

I turned to see the other side of the bleachers, where the other school crowd gathered.
"Dani? What was the name of the other school again?"
"Mmm, I don't remember, this is a new team."
"Is that? Oh no- Taylor he's coming." Yes Ally, Lucas is coming.

"Hey Taylor,"
"Hi Lucas." He looked good, but the last memory of him was at the funeral, and he was broken by that time. So any kind of Lucas would do better.
"Hey Ally, Um..."
"Dani, Ally's boyfriend." Dani gave him a smile and turned to see the game.
"Okay, so Taylor... How you've been?"
"I'm alright."
"Ally told me you are depressed, listen, if there is ever something I can do for you that might help you, please tell me. Know that I'm always here for you, and that your friends too." Awww so cute!
"Thanks Lucas, good to know that." With that I gave him a reassuring smile and turned to the game.

We were winning by a lot, though Lucas didn't mind that and stayed with us. With the time I noticed how Ally and Dani were slowly getting away from us. Suddenly Ally came and said she was tired, Dani and her left the game. Now it was Lucas and me.
"So, we are gonna win."
"Excuse me, we ARE winning, you are just jealous."
"Oh really, your team only has one strategy. Ryan, pass Luke, score." If he knows they know.
"We do have other tipes of moves, it's just that, this one's the best." He chuckled slowly.
"So this is the best you have?"
"No."

Suddenly the crowd on the other side started chanting and cheering for their, now winning, team. A little voice in my head said: 'he was right, you were wrong.' Another voice in my head sang "Why does he have to be so annoying!"

"20 bucks."
"What?" I asked.
"20 bucks on my team."
"Oh you are going to loose 20$." I sang.

Of course an hour later I was begging Ally on the phone for 20$. It looked like Luke was a bad looser and left the game 15 mins before it ended. Jason and Spencer were crowded with people because for some reason, everyone thought they were from the other team. Which was stupid because off the uniform, but people these days are so crazy.
According to Ryan they could've made it with Luke, but he left. He left us all and went to party with the other team.

Lucas invited me to the party, he said it would be good for me to have some fun after all of what's happened. Something inside of me felt like he was trying to take care of me on his own ways. After all the time of knowing him I finally realized that my mom was right. She was always right, Lucas was a nice and caring person. It's just that I was always with the same vision of him.

I called Ally and explained that we lost, and that Luke was an ass, and the party. She almost left me deaf after screaming for the thousand
time I should go. The next thing I knew I was standing in the house entry with Lucas smiling like a cheshire cat.

"Ready to have the time of your life?" He asked
"Umm, I guess so." His face turned pale while he pretended to pull a dagger out of his stomach.
"You have to know a couple of things before we go in there." I nodded."These parties don't have alcohol, that's why they are full of security guys. If you see or smell or taste any alcohol, you have to tell me and they will find what happened. Be careful with the guy that has freckles and red hair, he is dangerously insane. And don't go to the kitchen, all the weird people hang there."

When we got in, Luke was standing on a table and people were screaming at him. Suddenly Luke jumped from the table and some guys grabbed him. Most of the crowd was screaming his name, some girls even confessed they 'love' Luke.

"Lucas? Hey man Lucas's here!" Some random guys started yelling.
"Ethan! Man, what a game! Tony!..." Lucas kept meeting people.

"Who is that? Do you have a date? Dude you don't date, oh is this Tina-no-Tian-Ta..."
"Taylor, and we are not dating. Seriously Lucas?" I answered still shocked at how harsh I sounded.
"You got a comeback girl, that's not how you described her. Well, you said she was annoyed by you and there were some feelings of hate too. But other than that she is supposed to be sweeter than honey."

Oh, crap. He really was into me. As stupid as it might sound, I just giggled and left. When I mean left I mean I went to wonder around. Of course Lucas followed me and started apologizing for his "full-of-shit" friends.
After all the craziness, the party was awesome. The music was great and most people were behaving like, well, people. The problem was when I wanted to pee and couldn't find a bathroom.

"Hey Lizzie, wanna dance?" A boy with freckles and a crazy smile said.
"Excuse me? My name's not Lizzie, and I'm trying to find a bathroom."
"Oh my bad, I thought that if I mistook your name you might give me your real one, because you are shining on this place."

Okay I gotta admit that I do have some temper when it comes to guys flirting. I just made the worst face of disgust I could imagine and turned around.

"Oh no wait! I didn't mean to anger you, it's just, I'm no good at flirting."
"Fine,"
"Can I start again? Please?"
"Mmhhmm..."
"Girl I don't know if I should kiss you or take you upstairs because you are hot! Damm you look sexy!...Is that more...exciting"
"Oh I'll show you what exciting means."

The next thing I did was punch him. Right in the eye. I don't know if it was my imagination, but his eye kinda got purplish or blueish. I could hear some gasps and also some, acknowledgements?

Lucas immediately came to my side and when they found out who it was, the whole party shut up. The only sounds were the freckled-inept's cries for help.

Lucas face turned to fear. "We have to go, now." He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the house. The next thing I knew we running to the car like dogs for food.

SO SORRY FOR SLOW UPDATES, SCHOOL SUCKS!!!!