Love At First Sight

Secret Love

 The rain that had been threatening to fall all day finally did on the sleeping city. In a hotel room Dean Ambrose stood looking out the window at the storm, he should have been sleeping after another exhausting night at work, but sleep avoided him. He ran a hand over his tired, blue eyes before running it through his hair as he sighed. This routine of going to sleep for awhile, having a dream about the person he loved; a dream so real he woke still feeling their touches and kisses, then not being able to return to sleep had been happening for a couple weeks now. No one knew about his love though, and that included his stablemates, his brothers in The Shield, Seth Rollins and Roman Reigns. It felt strange to Dean to keep anything from them, the three of them knew everything about each other, but this was Dean's secret and his alone! He kept it his secret because he had not only fallen in love for the first time, but also because he had fallen in love with one of his best friends. It was no secret that Dean had deep-rooted trust issues due to his rough past, which caused him to put up walls, never letting anyone into his heart. So, it was a complete, life changing moment when Seth and Roman from the first moment Dean met them broke through those walls and took permanent residence in his heart! That was the reason he told no one about his love, he was afraid of losing one of his brothers completely if they didn't feel the same. He leaned his forehead against the cool glass of the window and sighing closed his eyes as the face of the man he loved appeared, like it always did when he closed them. Eyes still closed he brought his left hand to his mouth and began biting his thumbnail. He wasn't sure how much longer he'd be able to keep his secret, hell he didn't know how long he had managed this long!

He was pulled out of his thoughts when his cellphone vibrated on the table, he quickly grabbed it and went into the bathroom. He quietly shut the door behind him so he didn't wake Roman, he sat on the edge of the bathtub and read the new text message, a smile on his face.

S- Dean, go to bed!
D- How do you know I'm not already Two-Tones?
S- Dean!
D- Fine! You know you sound like Rome right now!
S- Ha, ha! Night D!
D- Night Seth!

After he ended their conversation, Dean sighed smiling. It was things like this that reminded him why he had fallen in love with Seth! He only wished he could tell Seth, but nope for once in his life Dean Ambrose was a coward! Whoever said love was a wonderful thing was going to be hunted down by Dean, and punched repeatedly in the face...being in love sucked!

In a room down the hall Seth lay in bed starring at the ceiling, both arms under his head. He sighed as he thought of his brothers...he had started off thinking of both Dean and Roman, but like usual his thoughts ended up revolving around Dean only! It had been this way since he first met Dean and Roman years earlier. From the moment Dean Ambrose came into his life he was all Seth thought about! If he was honest, his feelings in the beginning were pure lust, but it didn't take long before they turned to love! Of course no one, including Roman and Dean knew of his love, he didn't want to ruin his friendship with Dean, knowing Dean didn't and never would feel the same! At night he would lay in bed and imagine Dean was with him, he wanted things to be different between them so badly! He wasn't sure how long he'd be able to keep his love secret, he wasn't sure how he managed this long! He had come close to blowing it tonight when Dean almost caught Seth doing one of his favourite things to do; watching Dean do anything! He had been watching Dean talking to Roman, lost in one of his many fantasies, he had been so lost in his head that he didn't realize their conversation ended. If Roman hadn't called his name, bringing him back to reality, Dean would have caught him! He was grateful for Roman's constant interference, and it made his guilt about not telling at least Roman grow! He picked up his phone and checked the time, great he had to get up and catch a plane in a couple of hours, he needed sleep, or he'd be a freaking zombie tomorrow! Seth wanted to sleep, but like usual it wouldn't come, not as long as thoughts of Dean were running through his head. He placed a pillow over his face, his hands thrown above his head as he sighed. He knew Dean was still awake after the text conversation they had had five minutes before, and selfishly Seth hoped Dean couldn't sleep because he was thinking of him! He knew it wasn't true though, Dean Ambrose was a ladies man, and Seth knew it was foolish to hope that maybe he could change Dean! He took the pillow off his face and held it to him as he rolled over closing his eyes forcing himself to get some sleep.