The birthday blues by Madison Diana

17. Amarillo

Maddie = wow I thought I can't believe it I'm actually stuck here right here I mean I hope always just a blur for Anna he's not actually going to take my husband for me and try to marry everyone in the movie I'm going out I mean technically and legally are you still my husband but.

I don't know if he's going to try to separate us I don't know if he's going to try to kill us I don't know if he's willing to sacrifice us or have a turn on another and then care was no if he thinks that we are going to come to Hanna lately I don't know if he thinks we're just easy prey and you can have us because of that I don't I don't know. What I do know is he's a very sick he can't keep his hair against our will this is a vehicle .

I thought but then again he's very smart and put it in the shed like being when nobody with rice well I knew play will get me nowhere so I only have my parters yeah my boys were there with me but he's watching us in here trust as he knows that we're trying to keep hold up I'm just pissed.

I want to go home I'm bout to go home ask was a tube It looked to be a tube of some sort maybe it has poison in it I hope it's not poison maybe I can take it in and everybody's misery maybe I'll just die and not have to worry about what's to come maybe I will just do something I'm not just gonna sit here and being comfortable I'm not just gonna sit here and wait for him to decide if we live or die but I am gonna do is I'm gonna say.

I'm gonna get up here and I'm gonna say you know what hell yeah I survived him and you know how because I didn't let him dictate who I was or what I believe then Oli London is not gonna have me know if you're going to find me so why do I have to risk everybody's life by trying to escape I'm gonna try to skate because the last thing I need in my life is more trauma added on to my life.