The birthday blues by Madison Diana

31. Numb

Soobin- this was it this was the day that Emilie was going to become Mrs. Emilie London I wanted to cry and vomit but it doesn't really matter she's going to do if she wants to do and I feel kind of disgusted because you can't really change a persons opinion once their love their love .

I mean no way that you know she has taking accountability for things you say is just beyond me and the way that she had in the cage with his time being I just feel disgusted I am disgusted how could you do this to Maddie how could you do this to Maddie I thought .

I love you madly wherever you are I love you so much Maddie I know Maddie's in the building with me I just feel like we're so far apart in the cabinet against one another so that way we don't have to but I don't want Maddie to think that I don't love her I mean.

I love Maddie with all of my heart and are in both you you would take a bullet for that little girl she's not a little girl but she's our little girl is be a little princess but I'm just disgusted how he thinks that he's going to take her away from us like when he proposed to Emilie he thought he sick .

He
was going to get in the way of relationship but she wasn't she never was the problem it's always the problem but I'm so sick and so tired of him for many Maddie and telling her that she's not mad are worth it to many people because she is so worth it it's just disgusting like our Maddie means a lot to many many people and that you can just take you away it's just disgusting .

I mean I didn't think he would try to take Maddie away but he did he tried to put her against us but he failed miserably because we love Maddie and we let her know that constantly.

Namjoon- I wanted to slap the hell out of all of her for what he did to Maddie but violence is not really the answer at times which I think is such bullshit but I love Maddie and I will love Maddie forever and ever and ever sometimes .

I just want to cry but but I'm not gonna cry because I'm pissed how could he do this to her how could he do this to her.

I wonder he's such an asshole I just want to shake that heifer and knock his skull against the glass her telling Maddie that she's not beautiful and she's not worth it and she she doesn't need me in her life Maddie needs me Maddie needs me a whole lot more than people think you guys Maddie will need me for the rest of your life and I'm not just gonna let her take it away .

if I have to keep her in my pocket I'll keep her in my pocket nobody's taking Maddie for me how can you do this .

I thought it was he planning to marry Maddie to take her from the only people she ever loved no I thought he's not gonna take Maddie for me ever I love her too damn much for her to be taken.