Accidental Attraction | venable x reader

Part 7

Once I reached my room I just threw myself on the bed and curled into a ball, whilst balling my eyes out.

I was tossing and turning all night, no matter what I did I could just not get to sleep. My mind just kept replaying all my encounters with Wilhemina. I finally had enough after 3 hours of tossing and turning, making it now 2am, I decided I would have a warm shower to try make me sleepy.
I stepped into the shower and let out a sigh. for a few minutes I just let the warm water run over my body, focusing on that I managed for those few minutes to push my thoughts away. I was in the shower for about 10 minutes, I stepped out and wrapped the towel around me.
As I walked out the bathroom, I was met with quite a shock.
"Ahhh. What the fuck Ms Venable!" I exclaim seeing her sat on the edge of my bed.
"Language!"
"Language, fuck that. Get out of my room" I say now slightly raising my voice. At this point I didn't care what she would do to me I was far to angry and past caring at this point.
"I-I couldn't sleep and I wanted to talk to you and when I heard your shower I knew you were still awake" she says not breaking eye contact.
"Okay you wanna talk. Talk!" I exclaim rather frustrated.
She looked down the head of her cane, not saying a word.
"Talk! Or get the fuck out!" I slightly shout now losing my last bit of patience and I feel my tears brimming but not from sadness but the pure anger I feel towards her.
"(Y/n) please sit down" she says looking to the space next to her.
"Fine. Let me get changed first" I say grabbing my purple silk nightie and heading back into the bathroom.
I come out and sit on the bed near Wilhemina , I could see she was looking over every inch of my body and before this would of caused a major reaction from me but in this moment I just needed answers.
"So what is it that wanted to come tell me so desperately about? Huh? That I'm going to be punished again? That I'm just a toy to you? That my behaviour was unacceptable? What the fuck is it?" I say looking deep into her eyes.
"Alright! Enough!" She snaps.
"I-I wanted to apologise" she says as her stern facade starts to crack away.
"I really didn't mean to hurt. I just I-"
"Well you know what you did hurt me. You hurt me bad wilhemina" I say feeling a tear roll down my face.
"I know I know and I'm so so sorry. It's just I was more angry at myself. I just couldn't accept the feelings I had developed for you. I didn't think you would feel the same and that if I just pushed you away then I wouldn't get hurt" she says her voice starting to waver.
"(Y/n) what you said in the library was it true?. Do you have feelings for me?" She says a tear now rolling down her face.
Even after what she had done I couldn't bare to see her like this, but I also felt a sense of joy in knowing that I had somewhat chipped away at the massive wall she had built around herself.
I moved closer and wiped the tear from her cheek and lifted her head so our eyes locked.
"I meant every word. I've fallen hard for you Mina and I don't know why after the way you've treated me. But I'm just drawn to you, I want to be round you all the time and my mind thinks of nothing but you" I say still with my hand on her cheek.
"I don't know why you would ever doubt I would feel the same. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen and not only that a fucking badass" I say with a slight giggle.
At this wilheminas wall crumbled down and she began to sob uncontrollably.
"Hey hey calm down it's okay" I say pulling her into a hug.
But she swiftly pulls back.
"No one has ever called me beautiful (y/n). I'm a freak" she says looking down at her cane.
"No your not and whatever that cane is for does not define you" I say resting my hand on her knee.
"(Y/n) my back is disgusting. I-I have scoliosis, that is why I need the cane" she says still avoiding eye contact.
"Can I see it?" I say without really thinking.
"No. You will never love me after seeing it" she says moving further down the bed away from me .
"Wilhemina listen to me and listen carefully. You are absolutely breathtaking and nothing is going to change my mind on that. Please let me see"
She doesn't say anything and just turns her back towards me.
I moved forward and slowly grabbed the zip on the top of her dress pausing to make sure it was okay, she simply nodded.
I slowly slid the zip down until her whole back was exposed. You could see the curvature of her spine that slightly bulged out, and slight discolouration around it.
I gently ran my finger down her spine admiring every imperfection of it. If anything, to me it made her 10x more beautiful.
"Does it hurt you?" I asked concerned about her.
"Um every now and again but it doesn't cause to much discomfort. It's just disgusting though, it's hurts more from the shame of it" hearing these words leave her mouth made my heart break for her.
"Never ever be ashamed of this. If anything this makes you 10 times more beautiful." I say before gently leaving kisses down her spine and then zipping her dress back up.
She turned around to face me and I could see the tears falling down her beautifully pale face. I placed both my hands on her face lightly stroking her cheeks.
"I think you are the most beautiful person I ha-"before I could finish my sentence I felt her soft plump lips against mine.
They were more perfect than I had imagined, and once I came back to reality and realised what was happening, we began to move in perfect rhythm. Our lips fitting together like two puzzle pieces as if they were made for each other.
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A/n: hope you guys enjoyed this xc