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TW:
PANIC ATTACK

This kind of topic could be very sensitive for many readers

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AELAS POV

I got out of the shower and changed into sweatpants and a hoodie, and then went back to the living room, the girls were staring at me as I walked to the kitchen

I found it odd but brushed it off

But they kept staring, even while I kept eating so I spoke up

"Why is everyone staring at me...?"

"You and Sunghoon...are you two together?" Yeji finally spoke up after what felt like hours of awkward silence

I sighed and chuckled not answering

"I thought you liked Jake" Jiyeon said confused

"I don't like Jake. I love him" I corrected her

"So then why...is this some stupid shit to get him jealous?" Eunji asked, I shook my head

"I don't like Sunghoon in that way" I simply answered

"So why are your lips on his in this picture?" Yeji asked standing up from the couch and showing me the picture

"He kissed me, I never kissed back" I defended myself

"Looks like you enjoyed it" Jiyeon scoffed

"I pushed him away! This is a screenshot because the kiss didn't last over 2 seconds!" I replied back getting pissed they didn't believe me

"Are you playing with Jake and Sunghoon?" Chaeyoung asked me

"What!? No! I would never do that!"

"Jesus I don't get why both fell for you" Chaeyoung scoffed

My eyes softened as those words hurt me

"What..." a soft tone managed to come out

"All you're doing is hurting them. Why can't can't see that" Chaeyoung replied

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(panic attack ahead)

"Cause now two decent men like you. And you're just hurting them"

I looked down and started to realize they were right, I fidgeted with my fingers, my hands and arms started to shake, my right left started to bounce and many thoughts took over my head

"They are inlove with a worthless piece of shit, I mean look at yourself! You're nothing compared to them! You are breaking up their friendship! You are gonna end up all alone, with everyone against you."