OCTOBER 22ND
FRIDAY
11 PMV LIVE DAYYY!
The other members were sleeping at their parents or each other's house so I decided to go live late since I couldn't sleep even with Jake here, well neither of us could sleep but I wanted to go live
We had finally gotten an iPad to go live on and I would be the first to do a solo live with it
"Hi! Solo v-live today, I'm feeling more comfortable with going live so here I am" I smiled
I squinted while trying to read the comments
"Why am I squinting? I can't see shi- fuc- FRICK- I need to stop cussing- I'm so sorry to younger audiences, um...let's just say Eunji sat on my glasses with her fat ass and she broke them" I replied to a comment
"Also I'm not saying Eunji is fat, I'm saying her ass is, oh- that's kinda fruity of you Ms.Park...anyways um yeah you can obviously tell I'm not straight" I chuckled
I read some more comments
"What is my sexuality? I identify as bi"
"Will you be my girlfriend for 5 seconds? btw I'm a girl" I read a comment
"Sorryyyy no can do" I grinned and glanced at Jake who was on the other couch, I saw him smile
"Who is my ideal type? C'monnnn, I think it's kind obvious considering my-...um actually yeah nevermind"
"I wanna be like you when I'm older" I read a comment "uh don't, I'm a mess" I chuckled
"You guys want background music? alright!" i put on My Universe the Coldplay x BTS collaboration
Jake played this song before on one of his solo lives which was a few days ago and well I really like the song as well so I decided to play it
"Do I have more freedom in this company?" I read a comment
"I do! I can really say anything about myself and the members without getting in trouble by the company, I mean as long as it wouldn't ruin mine or the members careers we can really say anything, I can also go live without having to be monitored, it's very very nice. The members and I can date and um not get in trouble by the company, but I really liked my old companys because I had alot of friends over there, here I'm not really close to anyone" I replied
"There are a bunch of trainees but they are kept further away from the idols, like idols and trainees have sides in the apartment buildings to prevent any sasaengs from getting close to us, like incase a trainee is a sasaeng, we have guards guarding both of the sides so only the people they recognize can go in, trainees and idols have a specific thing that we each gotta show, and we have cameras all over the building to assure everyone's safety, and yeah. It's safe but it's pretty lonely"
"Oh! And have you heard about the new soloist! Junseo! Yeah! Junseo just debuted with his song 'Lightning' and his full album! Go listen to all of the songs! I am a sunbaenim now haha. Actually Junseo and I have been really good friends for years, his older brother was a trainee in my first company and when I left that company and joined my second company I met his younger brother, which is Junseo" I stopped talking for a moment
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