•Sapnap's Sister• {Dream x Fem!Reader} •DISCONTINUED!!!•

*Distance*

TW: MENTION OF PANIC ATTACK, INSECURITES
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•Sapnap's Sister• Part 19
(Dream x Reader)
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Y/n pov

We end up going home when the moon is at its peak. We did stay out a little stargazing. I noticed Clay hasn't said a word to me at all after I left him to hang out with the boys. He hasn't even looked my way.

I brush it off as him just catching up with George, but Nick,Karl,and Alex always manage to make me feel included while George and Clay aren't even trying. I don't think anything of it and put my earbuds in while playing music.

I feel eyes on me so I look over to see Karl looking at me with worried eyes. He jerks his head to the side telling me to go over to where he pointed with his head. ( NO STOP YOU HORNY ASS KIDS)

I walk over while he gets up telling the boys he'll be right back

"What's going on? whats wrong?" he said with worry in his tone. "Nothing, it'd probably be me being dramatic but Clay seems distant or avoiding me. But then again his best friends are here and this isn't the first time but i'm just overthinking. "I say with a shaky voice. I honestly don't know why my voice is shaky.

"How long has he been distant?" he said while pulling me in a hug. "A week or two but i just think he's overworking himself..'' I say my voice is muffled. Karl just hums in response showing he's still listening.

Alex walks over asking what's wrong. At this point I feel bad because my shitty mood is ruining things for the boys. Let go of Karl and hug Alex. "Im sorry for ruining your night." Alex hugs back confused as shit

"You didn't ruin anything. Why did you do something?" i giggle "No i'm sorry for ruining your time with my shitty mood, i should be more happy but i'm letting my overreactions get in the way."

He squeezes me cherishing the moment. I see clay and he doesn't even care. Two can play this game.

At this point I just ignore clay. I don't even look his way. I'm not going to let him ruin this trip. The boys are here and I'm going to enjoy it before they have to leave.

I notice nick get tired and yawn every few min. "Hey guys i think we should head home" i say looking at nick. He smiles at me and mouths ' thank you' . I nod in response, getting up and hugging him on our way back to the car.

George calls shotgun while I drive. Karl is laughing his ass of whith Alex and I don't even know what the hell clay is doing and frankly I don't care.

George is laughing along with the boys and I'm surprised I hear clay wheezing at this point. I thought he didn't care.

We get home and at this point I'm struggling to stay awake. We make our way inside and I throw myself on the couch while Karl throws himself on top of me followed by Alex. Karl just feels the need to tickle me so I fall on the floor with Alex cursing from falling along with me and Karl. Karl proceeds to tickle me while im Gasping for air.

"K-kaAhRlll!!" St-St-Hop!" I managed to say. "No! You don't get to be sad while we are all here!" Nick's head shoots looking at me and karl. I try to kick karl away but can't

"I-Im gO- going t-to Pass Ou-Out!'' Karl then stops instantly. "What do you mean sad?'' Nick said with slight anger and concern in his voice. "Nothing I'll tell you later.." I said to him and clay literally didn't give a shit.

"Let's build a fort and binge watch movies!" i say trying to pass the awkwardness and lighten the mood. "HELL YEAH!" alex shouts a little to loud. george flinches at the sudden tone in alex's voice and clay looks at him with concern mixed with awe.

I see what's going on here...

"We build the fort and when it's finished grab a fairy light we bought during Karl and i's little Target trip. I hang them inside the fort and bring stuffed animals, fluffy blankets and the extra pillows we had bought.

We all get changed into comfortable Pajamas and I'm in an oversized t-shirt and sweats.

The arrangement we end up laying in is Clay on the left, next to him is george, then nick, then Karl, then alex and me. Karl and Nick cuddle up next to each other and I admire their bromance.

I lay in between Alex's Legs with his arms wrapped around me. George puts on The first Harry potter movie and we all agree to binge the series.

Alex lays his head on my shoulder while I lean my head on his head. I play with his hair, cherishing the moment. I hear familiar soft snores coming from clay. I smile knowing that he would end up falling asleep. George just giggled at the sight of clay knocked out. Nick is also dead asleep laying his head on Clay's lap.

I look at Karl and he's smirking at me. I mouth ' what?' as he looks at Alex then back at me.

I roll my eyes as I do this with Karl all the time.

An hour goes by and Karl falls asleep. "alex?" i whisper cuz all the boys are asleep. "yeah?'' I get a whisper back. "wanna go upstairs?" I ask. "Yeah"

We make our way up to Alex's room and we lay down on his bed. I turn on the t.v and we binge watch Rick and Morty.

A few episodes in alex and i wake up the boys to go to their beds so they don't wake up with back pain in the morning. Karl joins me and Alex in the room watching rick and morty while Nick enjoys his room before he has to go back to sharing. And George goes into Clay's room cuz we agreed they would be rooming with each other.

I lay in between Alex and Karl while we are all cuddling. Karls asks if I wanna talk about why I have been down, so I do. While I'm explaining I'm also breaking down. Alex hugs me while petting my head trying to calm me down before I have a panic attack. while Karl just listens holding my hand.

My memory goes fuzzy as I realize I fell asleep. I wake up Seeing the sun rising. I realize how we fell asleep and why I feel so comfortable. Alex is spooning me with his arms wrapped around me while Karl is next to me facing me and Alex hugging us.

(Thats the best photo i can find that shows how they fell asleep^)

I stay for 5 more minutes cherishing the moment before I get up. As i get up i try wiggling my way out trying to not wake up Karl and Alex.

I grab my phone to check the time and see it's 12 in the afternoon. I also see my phone blown up with twitter notifications.

I checked twitter to see the whole fiasco going on to see a picture of Me, Alex, and Karl cuddling in bed posted by Nick... Of fucking course... I'm not surprised.

I kinda like the photo so i save it and set it as my wallpaper and post it on my story

I don't bother making breakfast because by the time everyone will be up it would be time for lunch.

*Time skip to 2 o'clock*

All the boys are finally awake and I kiss clay on the cheek. He doesn't even look at me, he just looks away.

At this point I'm extremely insecure and hurt.

I know what I have to do at this point. I have to talk to him...

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