•Sapnap's Sister• {Dream x Fem!Reader} •DISCONTINUED!!!•

Abandoned

After karls stream I wanted to be alone and not deal with drama so I went to the park. I love groups to death but socializing is suffocating sometimes. I found a nice grass area and sat there for a bit. There was a small breeze so it felt nice. I got a message from Karl asking where I was so I gave him my location. Of course he just had to bring the whole gang but I didn't mind. We walked around the park for a bit enjoying the outside and because the park was isolated, clay tagged along, surprisingly. Clay and i kept making eye contact but i tried to avoid it. Alex was a little off but I brushed it off. It feels wrong dating him. It feels like I'm using him. But he said its fine, it’s really not…

I saw an abandoned building and I wanted to explore it. “ Hey guys, can we go in there?” I ask , pointing at the building. “ I don't see why not,” Clay said, looking at me with a look. fucken simp XD “I mean sure” Alex said “ Wait, is it illegal?” he looked back. “ I mean yeah it's private property but like come on!” i say getting excited. “Dude im in law school, if we get caught do you know how much trouble we will be in?!” I snicker. “ Neeerrrd” I say in a lowish voice with a smile. “ HA NERD! IMAGINE BEING A NERD!” fundy shouted. “ yeah yeah whatever lets go” alex gave in. I had a big smile on my face and Nick was first that hopped the fence. “ Yeah no i'm not doing that” fundy, niki, george, literally half the group stayed behind. It was me, Alex, sapnap, Karl, clay and that's it. four feral boys and me. It was my turn to hop the fence and i did it until i was a foot away from the floor and i slipped. Luckily im flexible so i was able to stand on my tip toes to keep me from falling on my ass. But i felt hands around my waist. “Careful” clay said with a hint of fear in his eye. “ i know” i said fixing myself. “ ooookay lets go y/n” Alwx said putting his hand out for me to grab. I take his hand and he grips tight. He starts walking faster so he's literally dragging me. “ Hey calm down” I say , yanking ng hand away. “ Sorry, I need a minute,” he said, walking out. “ Well that was awkward..” Nick said, holding the girl's hand. *fangirls on the inside* “ Anyway, lets go” i said walking up a flight of stairs. We looked around the rooms and nothing really interesting enough to take home. So we went back downstairs to see if there was a basement. Sadly no. But because the boys looked bored i got an idea. It’s stupid.. but its an idea! I turn around to the boys behind me and freeze. the boys looked confused as fuck. i hold in laughter and i tag the closest person to me. “ tag your it!” i shout booking it. I hear the boys instantly scatter to different parts of the place. I hear someone following me so I book it up the stairs. I turn to a room down the hall and go into a room. I catch my breath and walk around the room. it was quiet so i assumed that the person i tagged stopped chasing me. I see a teddy bear so I pick it up. nothing interesting so i put it back. Then I feel someone grab my wrist, spinning me to face them, pinning me against the wall. “ Tag your it”  Clay said, looking down at me in a low voice, bodies touching. That sent shivers down my spine as he traced his finger down my jaw. “ Clay no..” I say moving my head. I gently grabbed his arms that were keeping me from escaping. “ I can't.. You can't kiss me, it's wrong..'' I say as he puts his arms down letting me go. “ I'm sorry but-“ he cuts me off. “ I know I know, you're with Alex '' he said looking down with a tear rolling down. “ Hey it's ok '' I say cupping his cheek wiping the tears away. “I miss you,” he said, holding eye contact. “ I know me too but there too much going on right now, and i'm not ready for a relationship right now.'' I say resting my forehead on his. “ Then why are you with Alex? '' he said, rubbing my arm with his thumb. “ i- i don't know..” i say shamefully. He looks up and kisses my forehead. “ We should go.” I nod my head in agreement And we head out. “ What were you guys doing?” nick said concerned seeing if i was hurt. “ im fine we just got lost” i say rolling my eyes. Nick lifted my arm making the fabric catch onto my scabs again causing me to tense up, clenching my fists. “ Hey man she's ok, lets go” clay said grabbing nicks arm making him let go of me. “ alright.. let's go guys!” nick said hopping the fence. I go last again and before I make it to the floor I get lifted up. I look and see clay helping me. “ fucken simp” i say under my breath. “ shut the fuck up” he said low in my ear so only i can hear. i feel blush rush to my face and i playfully elbow his stomach. “ oOH! fuck you!” he said clenching his stomach as we all laugh our asses off. We make it back home and i sit on the couch. Alex sat next to me laying his head on my thighs so naturally i run my fingers through his hair scratching his head. after about five minutes he got up. “ ill be right back” he said walking down the hall. he left his phone so i go on his socials. I took some pics saying I “ stole” his phone until a notification popped up.

Becca 😍
Hey are you coming over?

I feel my heart sink but im. not surprised.Its me for heaven's sake. I'm not what people want. Im easy to cheat on. I brush it off and just put his phone back. He comes back and lays his head down again. “You going to her house today?” i ask shaking a bit. “what?” he said sitting up. “ I was playing around on you phone saying i “ stole” it and becca messaged you asking if ur going over” i explain. He seemed like he didn't care. “ I mean yeah, you're going to the dream room,” he said with an attitude. “ w-what?” I am confused. “ He's all up on you, and you seem to enjoy it, if you can do that I can talk to others right?” he said annoyed. “ Hey calm down. we aren’t seeing each other, if anything i've been turning him down.'' I explained as calmly as I could. “oh.. now i feel like a jerk.” he said putting his face in his hands. “ Do you like her?” he freezes. “yeah but i. like yo-“
“go for it” i cut him off. “ buf y/n/“ i shake my head.”no go for it, she’s better for you and besides, i'm not i. the right place for a relationship.” he nods and pulls me in for a hug. “Thank you” he says before I get up and head to Karl's room. “ night” I say to alex. Instead of Karl, Nick Clay and George are in his room. “ uh. hi?” I said awkwardly. “hi” Nick said on his phone. “ Hello,” George said, waving. “ Hii! come sit” clay said patting the floor next to him. i sit down. We ended up just talking about what our plans are for vidcon in about three months. They ended up pushing it back due to complications so we had more time i stead of a week. It was a relief but our friends would have to go back home. Maybe things will get better?