•Sapnap's Sister• {Dream x Fem!Reader} •DISCONTINUED!!!•

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y/n pov.

I woke up feeling safe. Warm. At home. I felt arms around me and hoped it was clays arms. I open my eyes and see I'm in Alex's arm. I get a mix of feelings. I feel happy but also there's a pain in my chest. Alex had his beni off so i started playing with his hair. i see a smile creep up on his face. “You bitch! you were awake!” i say getting up. He lets out a laugh while nodding his head. “ you ass” i say getting up. “no” he said before wrapping his arms around my waist, making me sit on his lap. He laid on his back and I rolled over so I'm facing him. “ five more minutes,” he said, putting his arm around me. I do the same and get comfortable. He started to hum to hey there delilah and i found it cute. I smiled to myself burying my face into his chest, tightening my grip around him. I can smell his smile from here but I give in. I felt my eyes get heavy again and I ended up taking a nap.

Dream’s pov

I was downstairs on the couch with George on my lap. He was resting his head on my shoulder while we both scrolled through twitter. I had one arm around George while he had his arms around my torso. I laid my head on top of his until I got a notification from nick.

Nick 🐼
Can you wake up Alex for me? We are bringing home food.

Green blob 🟢
Yeah sure

George got off of me seeing that he read the message and i got up. I walk il to alex’s door and i hear some humming. i open the door and see y/n in his arms with him playing with her hair. I feel my heart sink and i swallow down tears. “ Nick is bringing food so get ready” i say closing the door. i walk back to the living room and drop myself on the couch. i lean my elbows on my knees with my face in my hands. FUCK! Only if i spoke to her. Only if i never doubted her. Im suck a fucking idiot. Only if WE talked. If i wasn’t insecure or overthinking thing we would have been fine. FUCK! “ yeah you are an idiot.” i look up and see nick. “ what?” i say confused. “ your an idiot. You were thinking out loud. You are an idiot for hurting my sister.” he said with a straight face. “ Ok look dude I know i fucked up. I thought she was gonna end up with Karl!” I say getting up a little frustrated. “ dude she's been best friends with Karl for years. They are like brother and sister. She would never get with karl.” he said, rolling his eyes. “ oh” i say feeling stupid. “ yeah so maybe you should talk to someone then assume things.” he said putting the bags down. “ yeah me and y/n. Never gonna happen. That's weird.” Karl said, walking in. “ I'm sorry, Nick,” I say , walking up to him. “ Oh no i'm not the one you should be sorry to dude.” he said seriously. I nod my head and walk back to my room. I see george laying on our bed and lay down. I feel bad because im using his as a rebound. Fuck. i just fuck everything up. “you ok?” he said rubbing my back. “No. I fucked up. I fucked up bad. I messed things up with y/n and i know you dont wanna hear it but oh well. I fucked up.” i said feeling anger build up. “ Look. I know I'm your rebound. It’s obvious But y/n was getting with karl. There’s no doubt about it.” he said going back on his phone. “ no she wasn't. Nick AND Karl confirmed she wasn't hooking up with anyone. i was just to afraid to talk to her or ask.'' I say getting up realizing he was manipulating me without realizing he was. He was overlooking things but took it a different way. his mind is set on thinking y/n is a cheater. Now i think about it. She could never. She was trying in our relationship. I was pushing her away. FUCK! stop think about it! its over! nothing you can do! “ hey clay are you ok?” niki said from behind me. “ Yeah, I'm fine. I just need to get out for a bit.” I said grabbing my keys and heading out the door. I went to my car and slammed the door and sped off. I don't know where I'm going but I'm going somewhere. tears form in the corner of my eyes. the road starts getting blurry so I pull over. I can't drive. I grab my phone and call some to pick me up.

y/n pov.

I woke up to Alex still humming. “ Morning sleepy head” he said, playing with my hair still. “ How long have I been asleep?” I said getting up putting my hair in a messy side ponytail. “ Another hour, but let's go, Nick brought food.” he said, patting my back. I nod my head and get up to go to the bathroom. I brush my teeth, and fix my hair. my hair wasn’t cooperating with me so i just left it messy. I made my way back to alex’s room and saw his lafd beni laying on the bed. I had an idea and made it to my room. I get my ripped ripped jean shorts, fishnets, black converse, and nicks oversized black hoodie. I put that on and the hoodie goes over my shorts. I grab his alex’s beni and fix my hair so it looks nice with the beni on. I Put on eyeliner, mascara and some chapstick. I headed out to the living room and everyone was there. “ OK POP OFF Y/N!” I hear karl say. i smile and shake my head . “ fuck off” i say making my way tk the kitchen. “ is that my hoodie?!” nick said from the table. “ yeah. got a problem with it?!” i say playfully. “ yeah. i do. Give it back. “ he said back playfully. “ no bitch back off” i say making a sandwich. “ Did you just call me a bitch?!” he said getting sassy. “ yeah she did.” karl said hugging nick from behind the chair. I smile to myself knowing Karl has some feelings for Nick. I see blush dust across his face. I pull Karl to a different room. “ Ok dude What's going on with you and my brother?!” i say almost fangirling. his face flushed red. “ n-nothing!” he said, covering his face. “ Dude i don't care if you guys date or not! I actually ship it!” He takes a deep breath. “ yes.” he said. “ Yes, what?” i say covering my mouth hiding my smile. “ Yes, we are dating,” he said, dropping his head on my shoulder. “ FUCK YEAH WHAT!” I say excitedly wrapping my arms around him. He laughs and hugs me back. “ what's going on?” Nick said entering the room. “ What are you doing with my sister?” Nick said protectively, suggesting something. “ Did you ask her out?” he said, a little pissed. “ what no!” Karl said, making a disgusted face. I gave him the ‘what the fuck’ look and he relaxes a little. “ He just told me you guys are dating.” I say jumping up and down. Nick tenses up and his face turns into a tomato. “ y- yeah we are” he said rubbing the back of his neck. “ I basically scream and Karl laughs while Nick is flustered. Then my phone rings. Karl takes my phone and sees who it is. He rolls his eyes and picks up. “ hello?” he said annoyed. “ sure” he said handing me the phone. “ hello?” i say giving karl a weird look asking who it is. “ dream” he mouths. i nod my head and i hear shaky breaths. “ um. Can you come pick me up please? I was driving but i had to pull over because i-“ i cut clay of feeling bad. “ You don't have to explain yourself. yeah i'll pick you up. Send me your location?” i say calming knowing he was crying and possibly having a panic attack. “ ok, I sent it, '' he said after a few seconds of silence. “ ok i'll be there in a few.  i lo- i'll see you in a bit.” i say hanging up. Karl gives me a sincere look and nick looks confused. Nick walks out to go eat and I was gonna head out when Karl grabbed my arm. “ You still love him.” he said, looking like he felt bad. I look down and nod my head. “ Karl, those feelings aren't gonna go away overnight. Even if i do have Alex.” i said tears forming in my eyes. “ go talk to him.” he said to me. I remember me saying that to him with his ex. After he spoke to her they got back together for another year but she cheated out of fear so he ended things. I nod my head and walk out the door. I make it to my car but i realized i left my keys. I ran back up to grab my keys only to see Alex shirtless. I freeze and blush rushes to my face. “ Oh hi” he said, turning around. “ h-hi imma get my keys sorry” i say grabbing them quickly. He laughs and puts his shit on. “ Where are you going?” he said curiously. “ I uh. I'm going to the store.” I said making up a lie. Fuck why did i do that? “ oh ok” he said seeming genuinely happy. I take a deep breath and fold my hands together. “ i'm sorry i lied. I'm picking up clay.” i say feeling bad. “ O-oh” he said looking down. “ I'm sorry I don't know why I lied,” I said, taking a step closer. “ no i get it, trust me i do.” he said, taking a step closer resting his hand on my waist. He leans down and we share a soft kiss. “ at least you told me, '' he said, resting his forehead on my forehead. I let out a breathy laugh and he kissed my cheek. “ My beni looks good on you” he said before going on his phone. I blush and head out. now i go to my car and make my way to clay. I go to the street he was on and i see his car. I get out of mine and see his hands on the steering wheel with his head resting on his hands. I knock on the door and unlock the doors. I make my way to the passenger seat and he turns to face me. “ I'm sorry. I should have talked to you, I should have paid more attention to you. I should have listened. I shouldn't have pushed you away. I get it. I messed uo and im so fucken sorry.” he said with tears in his eyes. I choke back tears and I shake my head. “ I'm sorry, I should have listened when you tried to talk to me but I was afraid. I was pissed. I should have listened to .” i said, holding back tears. Clay let out a sob before I cupped his face wiping the tears. I pull him in for a hug and he hugs me back. It wasn't his normal bear hug. He was gentle and i can tell it was much needed. He calmed down after a few minutes and a piece of clothing caught on my cuts. I took a sharp breath in considering it stung and he shit his head up. “ what happened?” he said, looking concerned. “ Nothing,” I said , moving my arm around trying to get it off my scab. “ No it's not nothing.” he said, grabbing my arm and rolling up my sleeve. “ Oh my god y/n!” he said, eyes widened. I pulled my arm away “ i'm fine “ I said, covering them again. “ When did you do this?!” he said Afraid. “ Yesterday '' I said while playing with the hem on the sleeve. “ Put on your seat belt,” he said in a serious tone. “ why?” I said , confused. “ We’re going to the store to treat your cuts” he said revving the engine. “ Clay no Alex helped me, he treated them already. Plus you can't spend money on me.” I say getting ready to open the door to get out. “ please? let me help?” he said in a genuine tone. Fuck. I sit back down properly and buckle my seat. He smiles and drove off. I give out a small laugh and he he looks over confused “ what?” je said looking back and forth at the road then to me. “ What’s going on between you and george?” I say with a sincere smile but in reality it hurts. “i- um well uhh. I dont really know. Well i- um You see, Well we are talking just not dating. I don't know. W-WAIT! THATS WAS AN INVOLUNTARY QUESTION!” he said yelling playfully. I just laugh my ass of at how flustered he gets. “ i say, shoot your shot with him. He might be good for you. You understand him better.” I say trying not to have my voice crack. He slows down for a red light and looks over looking worried. “ hey no don't cry.” he said wiping a tear away. I didn't even know I was crying. “Y/n i still love you, and i know i shouldn't but i do.. Being with George feels wrong sometimes but with you. I cut him off. “ I know. I know what you mean. There are moments you feel happy and at home with someone and then you see it’s not the person you hoped it was but it feel right but it feels better with the one you hoped it was. I know what you mean.” i say shamefully.  “ Look y/n Can you give me another chance?! Please?” I pause for a second and think about it. “ Look, I want to, but I can't. I can't hurt Alex like that. I get we just got into a relationship, but he’s in deep. And I know you can't hurt george. I know he’s in deep to. We just have to much to deal with right now.” I say looking up to see if the light turned green.  Sure enough the light turned green then and there. I pointed up. He looked up and drove. We made it to the store but it wasn't a store that had medical shit. It was a thrift shop. We got out and i walked to the driver side of the car waiting to follow him. but no. He rests his hand on my waist and takes a step closer to me. I take a step back but my back is pressed to the car. “ Can I have one last kiss?” he said with hopeful eyes. I nod my head and we both lean in for a soft passionate kiss. I melt into his arms and he hold me closer. I nibbled his lip asking for permission and he gladly accepted. Our tongues danced together and our lips moved in sync. His grip tightened around my waist and I started playing with his hair. I pulled away and rested my head on his shoulder. He rests his temple on the some of my head “I miss you” he said voice cracking. “ i know i do to” i say nodding my head. “Y/N!” i look up and see nick. “ What?!” i say annoyed. “ WHERE WERE YOU?! YOU WERE GONE FOR SO LONG!” he shouted walking closer. I rolled my eyes and I was about to go off on him until Clay wrapped his arms around my waist holding me back. “ Calm down, he's just being protective,” he said, leaning down to my level. Then i see Alex and karl and george follow behind him. “ Fuck” I hear clay say behind me whne he sees george. he lets go of me and alex looks like he doesn’t care just happy im alright. “ y/n are you ok?” alex said grabbing my hands. “ yeah im fine” i said being honest.  Fuck i dont know what to do. I love dream, but Alex. I like him too and I think something good can come out of that. I don't know. I think clay needs some time and I need some time. It was the wrong time for us. i look over and see georges arms around clays neck with clay resting his hands on his waist and them making out. Of course. “ Come on,” Alex said, motioning us to Nick's car. I was about to get in when karl pulled me out. “ are you ok? you look like a mess.” he said, grabbing my forearm. “ um. We kissed. And i loved it. But im with alex. And me and clay need time apart. It was the wrong time for us to get together” I say looking away so i don't tear up. Karl nods his head pulling me in for a hug and I gladly accepted. He patted my head while I cried into his shoulder. “ Why does everything have to be so fucken dificult. Why do i have to be so fucken sensitive?!” i say muffled. “ Because it makes you stronger. Being sensitive is a good thing. It shows you care. It shows you think others matter, it shows you are a human too.” Karl said reassuringly. “ fuck your shirt!” I say letting go of the hug realizing his shirt is stained black. “ It's ok I didn't like this one much,” he said laughing. “ I know but still. it's a good shirt”  I say, wiping my tears. “ Are you guys really talking about clothes?” nicn said getting in the driver's seat. “ Yeah,” Karl said, giggling. Nick winked and karls face flushed red. hehe. We made it back home and i was holding Alex’s hand the whole time. Once in a while he would kiss my hand and i would blush intensely and he would laugh at me for it. Once we made it home I fixed my makeup and I messaged Clay that it's best to stay as friends for now and that he should shoot his shot with george. I saw it was read so I laid down on Alex's bed. i got bored because he was eating so u went into my nicks room. I laid down on his bed not paying attention and he was streaming. “ Chat this is y/n my sister.” he said smacking my shoe. “ What?!” i said looking up. He motioned his head for me to walk over so I scooted closer. “ Yeah chat this is y/n” I waved to the camera and I looked over at chat. I couldn’t read it. “ What the hell are they saying?” i say to him. He laughs. “ they wanna know why you have Quackity’s beni.” he said, smirking. “ Oh my hair was a mess so I borrowed it.” u say plainly. “ You're no fun.” he said, rolling his eyes, wanting a reaction out of me. I lay back down on his bed scrolling through twitter and see ‘Sapnap’s Sister’ trending already. I got a notification saying Karl was live and karls more fun so I went into his room. “ Ok bye karls live and he’s more fun so peace” i say smacking the back of his head. “ SUP BITCH!” i say busting open the door. Karl jumps and screams and chat goes crazy spamming my name. “ How do they already know you?!” he said moving closer to the screen. “ Nick, He introduced me to your fans.” I say pulling up a chair next to him. No i gotta be careful about what i do. People know who I am now. They will watch my every move.

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