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- Ishimaru's P.O.V. -

     - ... Junko, why did you even did this for..? for some stupid homework? - I ask.
     - Ishimaru, darling. I got mad at you. and that's what i do when i'm mad. i get revenge.
     I see her laugh as she gets out of the room. i couldn't help but shed a few tears, later own turning into a sad cry. 'why did i even said i didn't like him... i know very well i am in love with him... i just surely hope he doesn't hate me now...'
     A few thoughts go by and i notice someone by the door. Mondo Owada. he knocks on the door calling for me. i kinda panicked, trying to hide my tears as he walks into the room.
     - can i talk to you for a second, Ishimaru? - he says, kinda coldly. hurts me to hear it.
     - yes, surely, Mondo.
     he came close and held my face, wiping the tears in my eyes.
     - were you for real? when you said you wouldn't like someone as different from you. did you mean that?
     i went silent for a few seconds. asking myself why would he be interested in knowing that anyways. took me a few seconds to decide if i'd lie to him or not. i decided for a mix of both.
     - ... i'm sorry, Owada. i have to confess that i really liked you, romantically. and that you are quite attractive yourself. specially due to the way you treat me. though, i'm not sure if i'd be actually stable enough for a relationship right now anyways. plus, it's right. we are very different from one another. why are you interested anyways?
     - Kiyotaka. isn't it clear? fuck, wow... i thought you were smarter then that. why am i interested in the information, you ask? find that out by yourself... now, go back to class... i'll be waiting after school for you in the court.
     he didn't have me a chance to responde, he just left the room, leaving me there. i did as he told me to, though. went back to class and had my day go as normal. apart from the comments and homophobic attacks from coligues in school. but i was too focused on understanding what Mondo meant rather then paying attention to them.

- Mondo's P.O.V. -

     he.. liked me, romantically... i still have a chance. common, mondo, now, you have to plan something nice. i have to take the day to plan this correctly, it had to work. i sure do hope it does...
     i went out with my bike and bought some of those very romantic and cliche things you see in movies, that is, a beautiful dark red rose and a nice black ring. i went back to my house and place all those things in my bed. afterwards, i just go back to class as if i haven't left in the first place.

- Ishimaru's P.O.V. -

     i see Mondo getting back in class after a hour or two being out, i questioned it in my own head but didn't said anything.
     - ayo, ishi. - a voice behind me says.
     - huh, what..? yes? - i ask, confused, then turn to see chihiro.
     - whats been on your mind all day? i see you're spacing out... - he asks.
     - misters, i'd like to ask for you both to be quiet now. - the teacher says, for both me and chihiro.
     we apologized to the teacher and i make a sign for chihiro to talk to me after class, he responds with a nod.
     the class goes normally and i went to meet chihiro after class.
     - now, tell me. what's wrong? other then what junko said and all the homophobia you've been getting... i'm sorry about that by the way... but i can tell that's not bothering you. it's something else. - chihiro says, firmly. now, he does know me well, doesn't him?
     - mondo came into the speaker room not much after what junko did... he asked me if what i said about not liking him was true. i said it was-
     - you said WHAT. - chihiro cuts me off - you'll never get a chance if you don't try to tell him, you know??
     - yes, i'm aware! though, hear me out. i asked why he was interest in knowing that information and he said id figure it out. he also said i should meet him in the school court after school...
     - you need to go. tell me absolutely everything afterwards! god, i sure hope it's something nice... remember you may call me if anything, really anything bad happens. okay? - chihiro afirma, encouraging me.
     - i will go... and i also have high expectations for it to be a positive meeting. i'll call you right after, promise.
     - Kiyotaka.
     a voice says behind me, a very deep and recognizable voice. i turn to see mondo looking at me.
     - ... yes ...? - i ask.
     - follow me. - he complements.
     i opted to trust him truly. he wouldn't trick me into anything, right? though i was kinda nervous to what was about to happen.
     he takes my hand, and i can see all the sharp looks and comments as such as "look at this disgusting faggots." or "he'll probably beat his ass now." and i fearfully look at those making the comments, afraid of their judgement. i feel as mondo pushes me a little more, and grabs more firmly my hand, as if telling me it was alright.
     after a little walk, we get to the court, and there was no one in the local thankfully.
     - ... why am i here ...? - i ask, confused.
     - i have to tell you something. confess you something... fuck... i'm sorry, these stupid feelings are so... ugh! - mondo expresses.
     i smile a little and get closer to him.
     - feelings... what type of feelings are these?
     - shit, bro, you haven't still figured it out? i love you, god damn it! i romantically love you!
     i couldn't say a word, but my red-ish face talks for itself. i blushed hard and couldn't do a single thing other then stare at him and process what he just said. 'what should i do? do i tell him my feelings??' i just decided to ignore my thoughts and, finally tempted by my feelings, i go up to him and kiss him, passionately and slowly.

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