The War { Gray X Reader } #2 IN GRAY X READER

This Feeling?

Day 10

It's Been 5 days of non-stop training. And it's Really paid off! Natsu can summon Dragon Force on his free will, Wendy is able to heal herself just like Cheria, Lucy Is able to Summon 5 spirits, and Erza's fighting has improved greatly. And Gray...He been doing the best. His fighting skills have matched Erza's, His power has gone up to Natsu, And he's able to reduce pain.

I Haven't realized how much Gray means to me. Hes not a best friend...he's more. But he's not my Brother, I don't feel that kind of connection, it's something...powerful and I can't put my finger on it. I have never felt this way...It's like...similar to the way I felt towards my father back then, but its not quite like that. I get nervous around him, my whole body feels hot, and my stomach feels like butterflies surround them. I asked Lucy about this feeling 3 days ago.

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"Well you're in love" She says wiping the sweat off her forehead.

"I know that Lucy. Just Like I love you and the whole guild." I say irritated.

She stares at me.

Silence grows around us.

"You're still a virgin. Aren't ya?"

I blush, HARD.

Sure I don't know what this feeling is, but I've been talked about The Sex before.

"You ARE!?!" Lucy shouts so loud some of the guild members look towards us, after battling their dummies for practice.

"Lucy keep it down! You are too!" I mumble squeezing her arm.

"(Y/N).. I lost it not too long ago."

"TO WHO?!?"

"Keep it down!" she says now to me.

"To Natsu. Remember we might not make it back, so I'm doing what I wanted to do." Lucy says blushing.

I ignore the weird image of Natsu and Lucy haveing A SEXUAL INTERCOURSE!

After 2 hours of explaining to me The Sex and why people do it I asked,

"If people do it if they are in love, how come I can't do it with Erza or Gajeel?"

She stared at me with such shock and disgust I laughed a little.

"1, Ew. 2 Ew and 3, if you don't know what this type of love is, go to Cana. She'll explain the basics, If she doesn't work..." Lucy hesitated , and she gulped.

"Go To Mirajane..."she whispered.

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2 days ago I went to Cana

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"You're just in love."

"I know!!! Just like wi-"

"No honey. I mean romance."

"Ro-Romance? I never heard of this." I say.

She face palmed. "Virgin Much!?"

"..."

"I knew it. Anyway. Love for a family member is strong. Love is the most powerful thing in this world. A family member, Like your mother, is an example of love, like a love to a friend or something you really like. Of course then their is Romance-Love. That type of love is when you want to be with that person. You love them more than any other type of love. For many reasons, It could be because you love their personality. In order to fully know weather you love him is to accept all of him. His flaws and perfections. No matter what he does you know you'll always be with him. He can make you feel safe in his arms, your face flush and be nervous, or in some cases just be yourself. This love is accociated beside a family member. You wouldn't have sex with your mother?...ew...but with this person, who starts off as a friend you feel different emotions. Those are normal. You feel different with them than any other person, and they mean the world to you. You become attracted to them slowly and hope they feel the same way for you. It could be a love at 1st sight type of thing, but there is only 1 true love. They make you feel as if being with him is the best thing in the world. Their smile and just seeing them happy is enough to bring joy in your world. You'll never stop loving them. When they are sad, you are too, you become one with each other. Your souls were ment to be together, once 2 separate souls, collided into one. Then, many people show love diffrently, maybe through kissing, cuddling or intercourse. But most couples do that stuff anyway. But here's the thing, in order to know you guys are forever, The guy needs to feel the same way about you."

I stare in awe at my teacher. Cana has giving me some great advise.

My body flushed again.

But one question remained.

"How do I know if the guy likes me?"

And she said the words I hoped she wasn't going to say.

"For that, you head to Mirajane."