saved by a spider

The Spider

there you go guys; all your stuff is in here already and Mya Steve brought you that she points to a piano in the corner of your room you smile softly Steve always loved you playing. You dont so much now Laura doesnt like you playing in the house she said it kept the boys awake so you just havent played as much you walk over and run your fingers across the keys, and you look around your room its beautiful the room is big, and you can tell Pepper oversaw setting it up as its very pink. Its so warm and inviting, you look to Nat whos watching you closely

its good to have you back Mya I mean it; life wasnt the same without you she smiles sadly and looks down you change the subject

so, whos are the other two rooms? I seen two more doors on this floor

Nat rolls her eyes well they were Buckys and Sams but Steve made Bucky swap rooms with him and then Thor wanted to swap with Sam so they were closer to you, so after a long lengthy discussion with way too much testosterone you now share a floor with Steve and Thor she laughs slightly they love you, still if I knew it was up for discussion I would of kicked both their asses and took the rooms for myself she winks at you Im on the next floor with the rest of the team and then Tony and Pepper have the penthouse obviously she says sarcastically. Your happy your close to Steve and Thor, they always caused the most mischief and fun growing up with you. Thor was the worst thou he would teach you stuff that got you in trouble a lot you smile reminiscing about all the pranks and games, this is going to be the best summer ever you grin and sit at your piano you think about playing before spinning and looking back at Nat.

will you tell Peter to get me before he goes back down for dinner? Im going to shower and change stuck in a car with Dad for 4 hours made me feel disgusting you make a sick face, and she rolls her eyes

drama queen she laughs and walks out you hear her knock-on Peters door and tell him your message you head to your bathroom and switch the shower on. When youve showered and washed your hair you pull all your hair into one long braid and you get changed putting on a crop jumper and shorts you look to your door and then the piano and you decide one song cant hurt. You sit down and begin to play softly at first and then its like your brain takes over... you begin to play the song and you feel tears prick your eyes as you sing the lyrics remembering how it felt to sing with your mom you sing Bruno mars it will rain. She liked this song you get lost in the moment letting your voice and the sweet melody fill your room you think of your Dad and his new wife Laura and you feel tears roll down your cheeks you miss your mom more then anything in the world... your Dad is happier now he has Laura but your still broken, and you dont know if that will ever change but every day your thankful he met her its been easier for him and in the space of 3 years they have got married had twins and they are expecting again you didnt know she existed for the first year and only met when she was on the verge of having the Twins and they had already gotten married in secret.. then your Dad announced it and you were shipped off to the countryside to live in private she hates this side of your Dads life and to be honest you feel she hates you too, but you just stay out of her way and she doesnt bother you, she doesnt like how loud you are or how scrappy you are, if you and your Dad playfight or mess around she gets angry and your Dad always sides with her. You guess hes just trying to make her happy. All these thoughts swarm your head as you play each lyric brings a new tear, you just want your mom being here makes you feel closer to her again. She was an agent like your Dad when they met on mission they lived here together and then had you, you were raised around all these guys you were like one big family. You sing louder trying to block your thoughts out, so you dont hear him walk in its not until you feel someone stood behind you that you jump and stop playing spinning in your seat

Mya Im so sorry I didnt mean to scare you. I urm... your voice is in incredibleIm sorryI just, well I Im sorry Im just going down now, and you told Nat to tell me to come get you... so...Im here he nervously smiles at you and you quickly wipe your face