saved by a spider

The Song

You see her face her Blue eyes and long black hair and you reach out to take her hand Im here Mya she whispers to you. then the burning starts you look down at your hands and your veins turn orange you feel it rip through your skin every piece of your body burns You sit up opening your eyes and scream

make it stoooppp!! Make it stop!! you scream over and over gripping your head its going to explode you shake and dive out of the bed you look around the room and everyone is staring at you but no one offers to help please! Make it stop you fall to your knees and claw at your skin make it stop it burns it burns!

do something! Help her!! Steve shouts as he rushes forward your hands starts to glow and suddenly fire erupts from them you look up at Steve as Bruce grabs him and pulls him away from you. You shake your hands trying to get the fire off you panic scared you start to scream as your try to put it out, but it makes it worse it spreads up your arms.

Mya Peter shouts he tries to get to you, but Bucky holds him back you dont know what to do your whole body begins to shake and the fire just gets bigger

what do I do? Steve what do I do it wont stop how do I make it stop! you try to get up, but flames erupt from you shooting out towards the team you scream and try to turn around to protect them what do I do!! What is happening to me!! what did you do to me! you scream but the angrier and more scared you get the bigger the flames are.

Mya im so sorry.. I didnt know the serum would do this to you. your too unstable. Im sorry he herds everyone out the doors before he closes them behind him youre going to have to stay here while I figure this out Mya Im sorry Bruce is mumbling scared and panicked

no please dont leave me alone please DAD!!! STEVE! Please dont leave me! you scream and the fire hits a computer and it falls to the floor setting off little sparks everywhere you run to the doors.

please open the doors help me. please Dad. dont leave me in here alone. I dont know what to do. Steve I need you. I need. please I cant do this alone. Im begging you please open the doorI didnt do anything wrong I didnt do this I didnt want this. you slide down the door onto your knees.. you did this to me. I didnt ask for this

You turn away from them and look at your arms you close your eyes and take deep breathes I didnt want this you say softly help me mom I want to be with you you take another breath and you picture her face. you hear her voice you tilt your head back and breathe again I dont want this you whisper.

The burning starts to fade, and you feel coolness spread through your body you look down and see the fire is gone your hands are glowing read but the calmer you become it dims until they are just your hands again you look down at them in disbelief, Its gone! you cry its gone

Its capable of being controlled, you controlled it Mya Bruce says looking down at you.

Your angry with them all you take another breath whatever happened I did on my own, no thanks to you, any of you, you all left me.. so get lost you stand up and walk to the bed you climb in it and keep your back to them you all pretend to care but non-of you do. you all left me when I needed you. you begin to cry you abandoned me.

Mya dont say that we didnt abandon you, you were out of control we were worried we had to keep everyone safe the sound of your Dads voice makes you cry harder.

Mya Im sorry I love you you turn to look at Peter youre not mad at him you seen him try to get to you. I love you spider you say softly but you should go you all should just leave me here, I can feel it inside me I can feel it in my veins its like a constant feeling of burning. I cant believe you did this to me. I was with my mom your voice cracks you took me away from my mom and you made me a monster and then you all left me I just want to be with my mom again. You begin to sob, you dont want to be alone you want the one person who can always make you feel safe and loved and wanted you want Steve Steve, I need you you whisper and get up unable to stay still but you dont make it halfway across the room before you fall to your knees sobbing I cant do this alone

Im going in Steve says as he pushes past everyone I dont care. I cant see her like this

ill go in your Dad says Steve cuts him off no youre the reason shes in this mess

if I didnt make this choice, she would be Dead right now Steve is that what you want? you Dad shouts getting angry

I would of found another way... open the door Steve shouts to Bruce

Youre still kneeling as he rushes over to you, you hear the door shut behind him and he kneels in front of you Im here Mya Im here

Im so scared Uncle Steve Im so scared you let him pull you into his arms

I know I know he says as he strokes your hair. Its hard to explain the bond you two have and from the outside it seems strange that he would be the one you needed at a time like this over your own biological Dad but Steve is your safe place... all your life Steve has been the one to shield you from the darkness of the world... From your own father when grief consumed him... and Steve was the one who raised you for 4 years when your father couldnt because the grief made him an aggressive alcoholic who would disappear for weeks at a time... Steve is your person, he is your Dad too.

what do we do now? you ask him softly

the same thing we always do... we are going to get through this together, they will fix this. Thor Peter can go grab our things and we can make this like like that time just before your 12th birthday when you had a crush on Bucky

STEVE!! you scream and cover his mouth looking to the door and blushing you laugh, and Steve pulls your hand away

and when he brought a girl back you got so sad and he was a jerk to you... so you hid in your room crying and you wouldnt leave so I brought snacks and movies and camped out in your room with you until your felt better... do you remember how much fun we had... we built a fort we watched all the Disney movies I believe we also sang every Disney song ever made and we ate so much ice cream we nearly puked.. and then you got over it and everything was ok again... its you and me kid against the world always and forever

me and you against the world... Im glad you came in... I only wanted you, youre my person, Steve is Peter afraid of me? is everyone afraid of me?

Steve scoffs no way Mya everyone loves you so much they all wanted to come in, but I won cause you know Im the strongest Avenger He laughs and makes a funny face and you know hes trying to make you feel better, but you also know hes lying you smile anyway and then the doors open again

Peter? you dive off Steve and run and hug Peter he holds you tightly before kissing you I love you you whisper through tears...

I love you too Mya Im so happy youre ok he kisses you again and then you feel it rise inside you your head feels like its going to rip open you scream and push Peter back through the door shut the doors!! you scream and Bucky presses the buttons Im sorry Peter but youre not safe! you smack your head STEVE!! you scream as the pain rips through you, your body shakes and you feel dizzy you feel his arms grab your and he holds you. Then your hear his voice like a soothing ice pack on your skin he sings that song the song he sang when you lost your mom... you would sit at the piano together and sing this for hours the one he made for you.

its hard to say goodbye when your not ready to let go, but know Im here to share that burden where you go I will follow... I will never leave your side I will never say goodbye because of you Mya I now have purpose in this life...

His words make you remember all the moments you shared together when he was the Dad you wanted and needed you close your eyes its working Steve I can feel it you begin to sing with him

you give me hope when I am lost you give me strength when I fall apart you are the reason I carry on and youre the person I can call home you may not be my blood but we share something no one could... a bond forged from fighting strong and braving through the storm we are family through it all we are one...

you did it Steve it stopped you look at Steve our song

we did it Mya youre going to be ok you can control it he pulls you in and hugs you again we can do this