I don't know if you guys can read or even see my drawing that well but lately alot of people been hurting me, leaving me behind, or just acting like I'm nothing. So I decided to relieve this stress and hurt into a drawing instead of paper. Please don't steal. I worked hard even though it looks like shit. Sorry if y'all can't see it. Just thought I should try and share my thoughts. I'm sorry everyone that I've hurt in the past and to come. I'm just a broken soul who can't find my way through to the light the darkness is holding me back. But with the help of those who stay I think I might have a chance of making it through on this world that's full of hate and hurt and pain all combined. I'm sorry everyone. I hope you all get a better chance at life then me because I tend to fuck up. I try and forget that life is a fiction; a lil fantasy but it just bites you in the ass later. Be wise with what you do, who you talk to, who you trust, who you hurt, what you do with people, what you do with your body, your life, your grades, etc. because really you only have one chance and that's the scary truth. I'm a fuck up and it's okay. I get for those who leave me, I get it, It's okay if I were you I'd leave too. But for those who love me and actually support and stay by my side thank you. You should know who you are. Anyways, I'm sorry everyone when I'm down...,It's not right to drown you with me and bring you along...,don't worry bout me anymore. Besides *laughs with tears of sadness* I got this far struggling with being alone...but ever since the beginning of this year I wasn't alone for the first time in my life. Thank you. Just sometimes people hit that stage when they're about to break and that's me right now. DO NOT WORRY this is NOT a suicide note or a goodbye this is just how I feel. I'm sorry to all of you that I do hurt. I just wish life was a fantasy, ya know? That type that you just picture that the world is equal, happy, full of love, and no war but peace. Yeah I bet you do..., that's my fantasy I want to live. I want to be with one person and if others want to join along with us go ahead. Letting you know now that life isn't fair, never will be ad certainly isn't a fantasy. For you guys who attend my school don't go to guidance and show them this i'm just speaking my mind that's all. It's better than self harm and death. Anyways, I just wanted to apologize to all you that I've hurt. I'm here and standing strong and I'm trying to keep my shit together. Besides I was though crying is for the weak from someone who I use to look up too. Then one person that means the world once told me to keep my head high it makes me look stronger and I think about that everyday, thanks. Okay, I'm a little better now. Love you all. Damn can't wait for 5:00. Goodnight.
~BvbArmyGirl22
