**Warning this is a rant about my mothers and I relationship with eachothers, for those who will frown upon because I'm lucky to have my bio mum around or that I sould be greatful then please do not read, I know some of you don't have a mother around etc so please don't read if this will offend you in anyway. My apologize to you all. Don't get me wrong my mother is so caring but the problem is she is very strict and protective and those two things for me don't work well at all**
I fucking hate my mother with a burning passion! Reasons why you may ask? Here
1) She tells me to tell her my plans or activity's for the week so she can think about them a head of time and when I do so she gets pissy and shit starts between us!
2) Grades. This semester I didn't make honor roll and I've made it every year since the 6 grade, I had trouble keeping my shit together and understanding things and my mum wants me to be the over achiever for academics but I try and try to please her but nothing seems to do so! I really am trying..., it gets to the point were I'm crying over grades, school work, a low test, or homework and it's not fair. Yes I do get she wants me to be responsible and have a good education but you pass the line where I flip the fuck out when I get a low grade on a pop quiz.
3) Activities. My mother pushes me to do things that she couldn't do as a child do to her strict parents but, these things she wants me to do is not the things I would enjoy or want to even consider doing. I love the support and all but...it gets a lil to much! (for my friends who know what I'm talking bout please comment)
4) Perfection. My mother wants me to be those outstanding girls who she can brag about but I am sadly not. I have to man flaws and I'm sorry. I try and do everything in my all to help around the house, juggle grades with activites, and to make sure that I take the blame for my little broters actions so he won't get the dumb ass punishments my mother gives him. I'm trying mum I really am.
5) On Defense All The Time. I'm on the defense all the time with my mother for two reasons 1) She thinks I'm doing bad shit 2) I'm a person who hates being questioned it makes me feel not trusted.
6) The Confusing Key. When my mother and I get into fights there's a thing call the confusing key. When her and I get into fights there's those one where me being silent is the best choice but I don't. Then there's the ones where I stay quiet but then she wants me to speak my mind and ramble on so therefore this key is the most confusing little shit I know.
Sorry everyone I just needed this of my chest. Please don't report this to my school for those who attend it because this is just an average teen rant and there's no viloence involed in my relationship with my mother...., anyways, sorry once again. Goodnigt guys.
