Afraid

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It's Been 15 days of their marriage and everything was going smooth for every family member but not for sidharth and shehnaaz .
It was around 5 in the morning when shehnaaz woke up and entered the bedroom from the balcony, she found Sidharth asleep. She took her clothes and and went into the restroom.
She came back after 25 minute all ready in a light pink silk saree with green deep neck blouse. She tied her hair back in a bun with the help of a clip. 
Once done she went into the kitchen and to get SIDHARTH'S breakfast.
In 15 minutes she was ready with a cup of black coffee , an omelette and two pieces of toasted bread.
She collected everything on the tray and walked back into the room.
As she entered the room she kept everything on the bed side table and was about to wake him up when she remembered ...
Shehnaaz's pov
( Flashback )
Sid- shehnaaz .... shehnaaz...
Sana- hanji aaai ....( she entered the room)
Sid- kahan thi ? (He said shouting)
Sana- wo wo .. mein maa ke paas thi !
Sid- meri coffee or breakfast kahan hai ?
Sana- wo mein abhi laati hun ...(she said scared )
She ran from their to the kitchen to get his food ...
Once she prepared it ... she came back to the room and gave Sidharth his food.
As soon as he drank the coffee ... he threw the cup on the floor ... which made some hot coffee fall on Shehnaaz's foot making her scream which didn't bothered Sidharth at all ....
Sid- yeh coffee hai ? 😤😤😡😡
Sana- haan... 😖😖
Sid- you know what learn how to make coffee from riya (maid) and yes clean all this mess up !! ( he said this )
Sana- ji ...
Sid- idhar aao meri breakfast plate leke ...
Sana-( nodded ) ek minute pehle kanch ( coffee cup ☕️ ) ke tukde hata dun ...
Sid- Nahi unhe tukdo per chal ke mere paas aao ...😈😈😈
Sana- huh ? 😨
Sid- come on walk wifey ... apne pati ko thanda breakfast to nahi dogi na ? I hope punishment nahi chahiye hogi tumhe ...👿
Shehnaaz walked on those broken mirror pieces and blood oozed out of her feet and tears rolled down her cheeks. But she still walked .... walked towards a man who hated her but is her husband .... he is the man she always wanted to go to when she is in pain but to her bad luck he is the one giving her pain....
"Jiske saath har gum batna tha ...
Ussi ne sabse gehre zakham diye ...."
She passed him the plate and he took it . He settled on the bed side and looked at her feet  which were drenched in blood .
He looked up at her face which was pale but did showed pain.
He took a bite from his meal .
Sid- mein office jaa raha hun... plate mein khana hai kha lena ... or mein late aaunga ! Saying this he left.
Shehnaaz immediately took out the first aid box and went into the restroom as she washed herself and banded herself.
Shehnaaz's POV ends
( Flashback ends )
Shehnaaz tasted the coffee and as she felt it was okay she called his name out.
Sana- Sidharth ... coffee or breakfast ready hai uth jaiye ...
Sidharth got up as his alarm too buzzed.
He looked at her face which glowed as the sun raise fell on her from the window. He got up from the bed and went into the restroom ... he came back after doing his morning business and settled for breakfast. Shehnaaz till then took out his clothes and settled it on the bed. She kept all his essentials on the bed. While Sidharth was busy looking at her.
Once done with chucking up his breakfast. Sidharth took his clothes from bed and went to take shower.
After few minutes he came out all decked up according to his office. He saw his watch was on the bed while shehnaaz was folding the quilt and settling his bed.
He moved closer to his watch and in way shehnaaz was standing. He leaned closer to her as she bent to fix the flickers of the bedsheet.
Shehnaaz's heartbeat increased as she felt him closer to her. Hai breathes falling on her bare neck.She was getting effected by his closeness not only romantically but also because she  was afraid. Afraid that he might hurt her again or maybe do something bad to her.
Sidharth could feel that ... the way she got intimidated by him... he knew she was afraid of him ! He could see how uncomfortable she got when he came near her. And for a change he felt bad.
SIDHARTH'S POV
Yeh hi to chata tha na tu ?
Usko daraana ... ab wo itna darti hai tujhse ki sirf tera kareeb ana bhi uski saansein chada deta hai !
Meri khudh ki biwi mujhse darti hai !
Wait ... what ? BIWI ?
Naam ki hi sahi per hai to wo meri biwi hi na ?
Kya soch raha hai tu sid ? Chal yaha se ...
POV ends
He took his watch and moved out of the room. And shehnaaz took a sigh of relief !
Shehnaaz's pov
Haye - o - rabba !
Kitna dar gayi mein ...
Yeh ajeeb hi aadmi hai , dara diya mujhe !
Mujhe laga ab pata nahi kya kiya maine or ab kya saza milegi mujhe !
POV ends
She did all her chores and picked up the plate and settled in the balcony to eat whatever was left in it by Sidharth.
Sidharth came in the room to get his phone when he saw her eating in the balcony.
SIDHARTH'S POV
Mein to kamre mein tha bhii nahi ...
Chahti to bed per ya sofa per kahin bhi baith sakti thi ...
Kya yeh mujhse sach mein itna darti hai ki kamre mein mere jaane ke baad bhi kuch use nahi karti hai ...
Kya maine itna dara diya hai isse ?
Per Sidharth tu yahi chahta tha right ?
Ki wo tujhse dare or tujhse dur HOJAE !
Ab wo ho raha hai ...
Tujhe itna bura kyu lag raha hai ?
POV ends
Shehnaaz noticed him and immediately got up from The ground ...
Sana- aap...aap.. yahan ? Kuch chahiye tha kya ?
Sid- haan.., nahi ... bus wo mera phone bhool gaya tha mein
And he took the phone and left immediately....
Shehnaaz took the plate and went into the kitchen.
She cleaned the whole kitchen and did all the kitchen chores. (Cooking food and all) Once done she started cleaning the whole house.
It was afternoon when she went back in the room. She was tired 😓 and felt exhausted 😩.
She can't even eat anything as her husband is at work and won't return till late at night. She usually skips her afternoon meal because she is afraid that what if she eats something and Sidharth throws her out of the house and divorce her for breaking any rules. What will she do then ?
She decided to get a hot shower...
She got her clothes and went into the restroom.
She as taking shower when the gyser stopped working and started to pour cold water on her body, she shivered as the water was freezing and it's the month of December.
She quickly took a shower and wiped herself off and changed herself into a soft and warm night-suit.
She exited the restroom when she saw a girl sitting on her bed ... basically SIDHARTH'S bed.
Shehnaaz walked upto her
Sana- excuse me ☝️
And the girl turned it was none other then the girl she saw in her bedroom on her first night. The girl who was held by her waist by her own husband. The girl because of whom her husband wants to  divorce her. The other women "Rashmi" !
Rashmi- mm... mujhe Sidharth se milna hai !
Sana- wo to office mein hein !
Rashmi- hmm
Rashmi walked away till the door and turned.
Rashmi- waise tumhe pata to hai na ki mein Sidharth ki gf hun ! And that we have a relationship !( she said devilishly smiling looking towards shehnaz )
Rashmi left
A tear rolled down Shehnaaz's  cheek
And she quickly wiped it off her face.

In SIDHARTH'S office ...
Sidharth was working on a file when there was a knock on the door.
Sid- come in ...
And there walked Rashmi in ...
Sidharth looked at her and she settled herself in front of him...
Rashmi- meri yaad nahi aati kya tumhe ab ? Ya mujhse pyaar nahi raha tumhe ?
Sid- kaisi baatein karti ho tum Rashmi ? Aisa kyu bol rahi ho ?
Rashmi- kyuki pichle 15 din mein tumne ek baar bhi call nahi kiya hai mujhe !
Sid- wo mein thoda busy tha isiliye ...
Rashmi- or wo tumhari biwi mujhe itne rob dikhati hai ... shayad bhul gai hai ki sirf 6 mahine ki hi baat hai ...
Sid- shehnaaz ne kya kiya ?
Rashmi- mein ghar gai thi tumhare ... I was sitting on your bed when she came out of the restroom. I thought tum ho ander isiliye mein wahi baithi thi ....
Or tumhari wife ne mujhse itni rudely baat ki ... kehti get up from the bed and leave my room .... like seriously uska room ? (She faked cried as she wanted Sidharth to believe her )
Sidharth was in deep thought
Rashmi- you don't trust me anymore ? Tum soch rahe ho abhi bhi ...
That is it Sidharth !!
Sid- no no no baby aisa nahi hai ...
wo bus .... kuch nahi ! I am sorry....
Mein dekhta hun ! Tum jao or aaram karo apne ghar per or haan ... ghar aise hi aate jaate mat raha karo !! Mom- dad bhi rehte hai
Rashmi- hmm
Sid- jao ab ghar jao ...
Rashmi left !!
Rashmi's pov
Itna jhoot bola ki tum mujhe shayad shopping per leke jaoge ... ya at-least ATM card to de hi doge ....
Or ek wo ladki hai jo mujhse ucchi awaz mein bhi nahi boli farzi uska naam kharab kar diya maine ! Lekin who cares ... Sidharth sirf daatega hi usko !
POV ends
Sidharth was furious right now but he don't know why he felt that shehnaaz couldn't do such things !!
He again started to work on his file ...
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It was late at night around 11 when Sidharth reached back home.
Everyone was asleep leaving shehnaaz.
She was in the kitchen when Sidharth came back home.
Shehnaaz saw him...
Sana- khana ?
Sid- nahi mein kha ke aaya hun office se ...( he forgot that shehnaaz can not have food until he leaves her some food)
Sana- ji !
Sidharth went back into the room and found everything on place. He picked up his clothes and changed.
Shehnaaz went to the balcony to sleep.
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