Am I falling for her ?

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SIDHARTH'S POV
Yeh ladki pagal hai kya ? Jab dekho tab meri baat katni hoti hai bus isse... yeh nahi ki kabhi sun le meri baat...
Tabiyat thikh nahi hai per firbhi kaam karna hai ghar ka...
Are bhai bimaar ho to thoda to sambhal ke raho.
Pata nahi kyu per mujhe accha nahi lag raha tha jab wo itna ghar ke bahar khadi bhig rahi thi. Mana ki humari nahi banti per firbhi. Tabiyat khudh hi kharab hogi na aise...
Kabse restroom mein hai aati kyu nahi hai bahar...
Before I could knock she came out !
POV ends
Sid- mom bula rahi hai chalo ...
I took her with me to mom , I don't know what is mom upto but I am surely not getting a nice vibe right now.
As we entered mom was looking at us seriously , I was more eager now.
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(FEW MOMENTS LATER)
Sidharth's POV
Mom told us about bua and Vijay coming to our place. Bua is a person who wants to interfere in everybody's life. She has always been like that. She did attended my wedding but had to leave early because of some personal reasons. She had always been a secret keeper about her own life.  Now I have to tell Shehnaaz to be aware of her and especially her son Vijay. I don't wat Shehnaaz to go through those things what my mom went through with bua.
Although I don't like Shehnaaz but right now I need her to be safe from Bua ji.
About Vijay , he is not at all an innocent man . He once have tried to molest a women , she was one of our employees , at that time he was with all of us so we got know about it or else wise we would have never got to know about it. I wonder if that was his first or the last time but I cannot trust that man at all because I know he is a pervert. I cannot let him come near my wife or even lay a single eye on her. I need Shehnaaz to be away from all this. But How should I tell her all this about Vijay  ? I hate her but I cannot put her dignity at stake . . . she is a girl and moreover my wife.
POV Ends

Sana- dekh kar (she said holding his wrist in her hands as he was about hit himself on the door).
Sidharth looked at thier hands and then at Shehnaaz , she immediately left his hand.
Sama- wo aap dawaaze se bhid jaate...
Sid- hmm . . . Thank you.
Shehnaaz's POV
Hein ? Thankyou ? yeh banda bipolar hai kya ? kabhi gussa karta hai or kabhi thankyou ...
gadha !!!
POV ends
Sana- hmm
Sidharth and Shehnaaz came inside . . .
Sid- Shehnaaz !?
Sana- haan
Sid- ek minute meri baat suno please
Shehnaaz came near him and looked at him
Sid- please aaj se ander hi sona  . . . it's very cold outside or tumhari tabiyat bhi thikh nahi hai ... I don't want you to get more sick.
Sana- thikh hai lekin please meri bhi ek baat maan lijiye . . .
For the first time they were communicating about what they want , it was strange for obvious reasons , they have never talked like that before but right now it felt necessary to communicate.
Sid- kya ? bolo  . . .
Sana- mein sofa per soungi !
Sidharth nodded without thinking much but something pinched him hard . . .
Sid- per jab tak tabiyat thikh nahi hoti hai tab tak bed per ! ( he said dominating )
She nodded
Sidharth's POV
does she not trust him ? did she thought that he will touch her inappropriately without her permission ?
oh wow Sidharth !!! first you hurt her in every possible way and now you want her to trust you ? (mocked his consciousness) 
I have hurt her in every step of the way and I can't ask her to trust me. But I can change my way of living now  . . . I have punished her enough and I think I should stop it now. I should just get away from her and leave her alone to herself. I am not going to hurt her in way anymore.
POV ends
Shehnaaz's POV
Aaj yeh akdu almost har baat maan raha hai meri , aaj iske sadiyal pane se azaadi bhi maangti to shayad mil jaati . . . hehe Shehnaaz bakwaas na kar or chal soja ab , aise hi kamar tut rahi hai ise pehle bahar hi aajaye teri body se yeh soja tu.
POV ENDS
Sid- accha ek baat or  . . .
Sana- haan ?
Sid- khaana abse sabke saath baith ke khana , meri plate mein nahi or na hi mera wait karne ki zaroorat hai.
Shehnaaz looked at him confused she couldn't trust his new self.
Shehnaaz's POV
Why is he being so nice all of a sudden ?
I know it's all fake. He must be having a hidden purpose behind it. Maybe because his bua is coming here and maybe because he has some other way to make me suffer. I can't fall for his kindness. He is acting right now. He is not nice at all. He hates me to the core so he can't be nice to me. Just stay away from him Shehnaaz....
POV ends
Sid- tum sun bhi rahi ho ?
Sana- haan
Sid- good abhi jao or so jao ...
Sana- waise mummy ji kuch keh rahi thi bua ji or vijay ke baare mein !
Sid- haan wo ... wo ... bua ji thodi tedhi misaaj ki hai , to unse duri banye rakhna , kuch bhi bole to dhyaan mat dena. She is a manipulator and Vijay jab aaega tab hum yaha se chale jaenge. He is not a good man just keep that in mind jitna ho sake utna un maa bete se dur rehna waise to mein chuthhi le lunga kaam se pane lekin fir bhi you need to be very careful of them.
Sana- ji !! waise wo kab aarahe hai ?
Sid- mom ne kaha kuch dino mein , so  I think iss week ke end tak bua aajayengi.( he said and moved away to the closet )
Sana- Sidharth ?
Sidharth was spellbound for few second she just called him by his name. Her voice sounded like tune to be precise Saraswathi Devi's Veena. 
He turned and looked at her and walked towards her.
Sana- mein keh rahi thi ki aap mujhe kya kal ke liye bahar jaane ki ijaazat de sakte hai ?
(she asked wondering ,if he will get mad at her , her nervousness was at peak )
Sid- kahan jaana hai ? (he questioned )
Sana-kal meri mumma ka birthday hai to isiliye  ghar jaana hai !
Sid - accha thikh hai ! mein bhi chalunga (he said authoritative )
Sana nodded her head and went to change her clothes.
Sidharth's POV
Her little actions sometimes makes me forget every single thing she has done to Rashmi. Sometimes I feel perplexed about her actions and Rashmi's innocent face.
Rashmi and I have been together for 3 years now ... and I can tell that she never tried to escape me or never lied to me. But when it comes to Shehnaaz . I feel Rashmi is either lying or not telling the whole truth. But then also Those wounds on Rashmi's body were proof to her words. Shehnaaz's innocent face is not something to be believed. Why do I always end up questioning myself abpout Rashmi and Shehnaaz ? why ? Why do I feel Shehnaaz is not the culprit ?

AM I FALLING FOR HER ?
Falling for her innocence ? or maybe her beauty ? or her actions with my parents and family ?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Dude wtf ? How can you think like that ? Rashmi pe focus kar or Shehnaaz se dhyaan hata !

Per Shehnaaz teri biwi hai be gadhe usse kaise dhyaan hata sakta hai ? ( mocked himself )

To fir Rashmi ? (Asked Sidharth )
Biwi kaun ? ( mocked his consciousness )
Shehnaaz ... (Sidharth )
To fir dhyaan kise hatega ? ( consciousness)
Rashmi se ( Sidharth )

Ahhhh !!! Shut up Sidharth ... So jaa
Or waise bhi kal Rashmi se milna hai !

POV ends
He changed his clothes and laid down on the bed , Shehnaaz laid down on the bed as well.

Shehnaaz was tired , her body was still sore , her fever was down for now but the body ache was terrible.
She tried sleeping but the pain was didn't let her sleep. She got up and took the medicine box and took some medicines.
Sidharth didn't say anything to her and just kept quite. Noticing her every action.
Shehnaaz laid back on the bed and was soon slept. Sidharth too slept after battling his thoughts about Rashmi and Shehnaaz.

The morning came by fast , Shehnaaz was feeling much better and was excited about her mother's birthday. She woke up later then her usual time and no body said anything. It was time for breakfast when Sidharth came to the dinning table with his his father , talking about some political issues going on. They settled down and waited for their wives to come. Shehnaaz came with breakfast and settled everything on the table , she served everybody food and was about to move when Sidharth held her wrist.
Sid- kahan ?
Sana- wo paani le aaun !
Sidharth let her go and once she came , she settled herself next to him and all started with the food.
Sp- mein bahut khush hun ki Sidharth ne apni wo bekaar se ritual se bahar nikalne ka socha ! Or Shehnaaz ko ab uska wait nahi karna padega . . .
Sm- sahi mein pata nahi kahan se isse wo purani pratha yaad agayi thi ! der aaye durust aaye .. Akal to aayi isse !
Sp- Are Shehnaaz beta lo na , yeh khao !(he said passing the food tray)
Shehnaaz took it smiling but her thoughts were uncontrollable
Sid- mom dad , mein or Shehnaaz uske parents ke ghar jaa rahe hai , shehnaaz ki mom ka birthday hai , hum shaam ko aajaenge.
Sm- thikh hai beta ! Shehnaaz ka dhyaan rakhna . . . or humari taraf se bhi wish kar dena behen ji ko !
Soon the breakfast came to an end and the couple moved out.
Sidharth and Shehnaaz were in the car , the drive was long but it felt like eternity because of the amount of inconvenience they held near each other.
Sana- aap yaha se kahan jaa rahe hai ?
Sid -ghar tumhare . . .
Sana- ghar jaane ke liye to aage se jaana hoga yaha se thodi !
Sid- lekin hum log to humesha yahi se gaye hai na
Sana-(thought for a moment ) nahi nahi wo ghar nahi hai wo to ek guest house tha , ghar mein renovation chal raha tha to sab wahi shift hogaye the , shaadi se pehle hi ! ghar to dusra hai humara . . . PAPA ke political career unhe bahut nuksaan hue hai , unme se ek samay mere hone se pehle ka bhi hai jab unhone uss guest house mein move kiya tha , sab thikh hone ke baad , unhone wo guest house khareed kiya or usse naya kar diya pura , yaha tak ki mein paida bhi wahi hui hun .
Sidharth nodded and moved on the direction Shehnaaz told him about.
Soon the drive came to an end and they reached the destination.
greeting her parents both moved in and settled.
Sidharth's POV
Yeh to itne rich hai , to Shehnaaz ne mujhse shaadi kyu ki ? paison ke liye to nahi ho sakta hai yeh sab , humse bhi zyada amir hai yeh to
POV ENDS
Shp- are aap log acchanak ?
Sana- mumma ka birthday hai aaj , to socha aajaye !
Shp- haan , accha kiya !
Shm- mein kuch khaane ka mangwati hun !(she told the maids to bring in the food )
Shm- aap to pehli baar iss ghar mein aarahe hai , to apne to dekha bhi nahi hoga , JAA shehnaaz Sidharth ko ghar dikha , apna kamra dikha !
Sana- ji maa. . .
Shehnaaz took him to her room . . .
Sana- mein pali badi to issi ghar mein hun per Jaha aap mujhe dekhne aaye the , guest house mein wo ghar mere zyada kareeb hai ! meine apni har vacation wahi nikaali hai . gusse mein sukh mein dard mein khushi mein , sabse pehle mein wah jaati hun humesha. Iss ghar mein to puri life hi rahi hun per pata nahi kyu isse itna moh nahi jitna usse hai . ..
Sidharth nodded
Sana- mujhe maaf kariyega , mein aapko yeh sab batane lagi bina aapke pucche ! Sorry

(They heard a knock)
Shp- chalo accha aajo tum log khana khalo aake.
they had lunch with the family , celbrated Shm birthday and later left for the house.

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