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"Damn." Jungkook paced back and forth in his room, ruffling his hair frantically. "Damn it." He shouted and flopped down on his bed, staring at the white ceiling and running his hand over his face. Why did that damn Park Jimin, of all people, have to find out about his secret? Why did it have to be him? Jungkook would’ve even preferred PantherV over KittyMin. A secret is always a weakness and the fact that Park Jimin knew his was bothering TigerJ.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. No one could know about the fights, especially not his Busan Tigers, he did not want to appear weak in their eyes. Damn it, what was he supposed to do now? TigerJ sat up and started pacing around the room again. It pissed him off that he was on his own in this situation, he would have loved to call Hoseok and ask for advice, but that was impossible.
How long had KittyMin known about the fights anyway? And would he really not reveal anything? Jungkook took out his backpack from under the bed and rummaged around in it. Finally he found the brown envelope, took it out and opened it. Concentrated he began to count the money inside the envelope, 400 bucks, it really wasn't much money, but it was better than nothing.
With a sigh, he opened his closet, in which there was a small safe, where JK now typed in a combination of numbers to open it. The contents of the safe would probably not surprise anyone, it contained a gun, a few bags of weed and a lot of money. Jungkook took out all the money and now carefully began to count all his savings.
"Thirty thousand, damn it, it's still not enough, not nearly enough." Cursed the leader of the Busan Tigers as he ruffled his hair and felt a tightness in his chest, which slowly closed tightly around his heart. The tightness almost took his breath away and he felt tears running down his cheek.
"I'm sorry." He whispered, sobbing. "I'm so fucking sorry." He curled up next to his sprawled out money and cried. All the emotion and despair of the last while spilling out of him in countless rivers of tears. For too long he had kept his feelings bottled up and sealed deep inside. But desperate times break even the strongest man in the end.
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Aberration | Jikook AU | Kitty Gang | Social Media AU
FanfictionKitty Gang JM vs. Busan Tigers JK AU in which JM and JK despise each other because of a rivalry between their gangs. But the Kitty Gang leader notices bruises on the younger every time they meet and now is interested in how they come to be even thou...
