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"Thank you for coming." Taehyung stood up and greeted his friend.

"I'm just here to make sure you don't do anything stupid, little one." Yoongi sat down next to PantherV on a bench and together they stared at the sea in silence. After some time, Yoongi turned to his younger friend. There were some questions he still needed to clarify for himself, to which he needed to know the answer.

"Honestly why did you have to go and do this? You know what happened to him. You know he would react like this. Why did you make things so painful for you? Was it really worth it?" V turned to Yoongi, the look in his eyes impossible to interpret, empty yet full of emotion.

"Yes it is worth it, it was worth it. Because I love him Yoongi. How could I have pushed Hoseok away? How could I have lived without kissing him once? I couldn't resist him, I don't even want to do it even now. But in order to not lose Jimin, I have to it. And I know it's dumb because I decided to leave but It hurts so much Yoongi...it hurts so much. And it hurts even more because Min ignores me...he doesn't want anything to do with me...even though I chose him over love."

"You really love that tiger, don't you?" Yoongi had a feeling in his chest that he couldn't interpret. Was it incomprehension, jealousy that Tae was allowed to experience such incredible love, or concern for his younger friend?

"Yes I do, I really do." Murmured PantherV.

"You still shouldn't have let it get this far. You broke the rules, kept assuring him that there was nothing between you and Smiley. Jimin feels betrayed...you know what happened with Jungho back then, you know how much that changed him, how he feels about love and how he feels about betrayal. Believe me Taehyung he is hurting as much as you are, I hope you know that. He loves you, you are his best friend..."

„I know Yoongi...but I am hurt as well.... I lost love....and there is a point where even I can't take it anymore. I know that Jungho fucked him up and made him who he is now, but he needs to stop wanting that assholes validation. He needs to stop letting everything that was in the past affect his future. Jimin needs to start living in the here and now and not chasing a ghost." Taehyung swallowed, finding it incredibly difficult to talk about all this.

"I know Taehyung. But he has to want it on his own. He has to remember who he was on his own and decide for himself who he wants to be." The two friends fell into a deep silence, never having spoken openly about this topic before. Honestly, it was rare that the two even talked alone. When they weren't at school, they had organizational things to do for the Kitties. Taehyung grew the weed which consumed most of his free time and Yoongi was in charge of the books, their expenses and income, he had the money and decided what to invest it in after everyone got their share. The Kitty Gang took over their entire lives, everything revolved around the Kitties, there was no room to think about their feelings, goals or dreams. And that is precisely why this meeting had been long overdue and why it felt so good finally being able to talk some things out. 

 

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