Aberration | Jikook AU | Kitty Gang | Social Media AU

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cw // language 

"What exactly do you want from me Jungho?" Jimin dismounted from his motorcycle when they arrived at their destination. Jungho, who had also dismounted, pulled off his helmet and tilted his head.

"What do you think Jiminie?" He asked almost gently.

"I have no idea, that's why I'm asking you." Hissed KittyMin, crossing his arms to put even more distance between himself and Jungho.

"Don't you think an apology from you to me is due?" The redhead started walking around Jimin and looking him up and down while doing so.

"An apology? Are you serious?" Snorted the kitty gang leader. "After everything you've done to me, you seriously want an apology from me? For getting your just deserts?" Jungho drew in an annoyed breath.

"You put me behind bars...you're nothing but a rotten traitor...damn it I loved you and you stab me in the back like that."

"Loved me?" Jimin couldn't believe what Jungho just told him. "You didn't love me, never...not for a second Jun... you treated me like shit the whole time we were together. You didn't even try to stop me from taking drugs, you didn't even try to live a different life with me." KittyMin felt all the anger that had been building up inside him over all these years slowly coming out. "You're nothing but...but a giant asshole..." He took a deep breath. "I'm not the sweet Jimin I used to be, the innocent little lamb you could do anything you wanted with...you killed all the innocence, all the hopes and dreams in me...you alone are to blame for landing you in jail and you can honestly be glad I never said anything about our relationship."

"Harsh words for such a sweet boy like you." Jungho remarked dryly, lighting a cigarette.

"True words from a man." Replied Jimin.

"You win Jim..." The redhead took a deep drag from his cigarette and looked up at the sky above them both. "You won a long time ago. You were always the stronger of the two of us, even back then...you didn't need a mask, a wall to hide behind. You were just you...and you were so perfect..." Jungho spat on the ground in front of him. "I realize there's no playing games with you anymore, you've become tougher...."

"I had no choice..."

"No... you probably really didn't." 

"You know Jungho," Jimin took a step towards the other. "That's the first time you've ever said something like that to me...you never once told me in all the time we've been together that I was perfect in your eyes...or that you really loved me...something like that leaves its mark on a sweet boy you know?" KittyMin brushed his hair behind his ear and took out a packet of Black Devils from his jacket pocket. "And you really did the best job you could've done...you broke me so much ... I almost lost myself." He took a deep drag from the cigarette and then blew the smoke into Jungho's face. "But you know what? It was also the best thing that could have ever happened to me. I made friends, true friends...something you will never achieve in your life." Jimin had tears running down his cheeks, so many emotions had built up inside him, so many feelings he connected with the redhead standing in front of him, it was almost unbearable. "I am better than you Jungho...I am finally better than you...I have finally managed to become better than you ever were." Jungho raised his eyebrows and tilted his head before a snide smile formed on his lips.

"You did all that shit just to prove you're better than me?" The smile turned into a throaty laugh and a crazy look formed in Jungho's eyes. "You're completely stupid Jimin. I knew you were crazy, but I didn't know you were this fucking crazy. You really think you had something to prove? Prove something to me? You really thought you had to be better than me?" He took a step toward Jimin and leaned down slightly toward him. "Nothing, really nothing, about what you did makes you better than me...it makes you the same monster I was...not one bit better." Jimin swallowed, his hands, which he had slowly clenched into fists, began to tremble. He didn't want to hear all this, didn't want to admit that Jungho was right and how right he was...he was right about everything he had said.

"I hate you Jungho...I hate you so much you have no idea." He spat the words in the other's face. "I hate you for that...for telling the truth...damn you..."

"Do you really think I don't know what you've been doing for the last few years? I have my eyes and ears everywhere my sweet Jimin." Jungho grinned, confident of victory and with his arms crossed he looked at his counterpart. "You've really built yourself a nice business, controlling a large part of the drug trade in the port area. Your little kittens almost idolize you and you trample all over them...you even beat up your best friend I heard." Jimin's heart stopped for a second, Jungho just couldn't know that.

"W-where...how did you...?" stammered KittyMin.

"I just told you...I have my eyes and ears everywhere. Didn't you believe me?" The redhead shook his head. "My sweet Jimin you are truly not one bit better than me. And you know what? That's enough satisfaction for me. See you around." Jungho put a cigarette in his mouth and saluted Jimin before walking away from the parking lot where the two were standing.  

Confused, Jimin was left with his thoughts racing in his head. Everything he had done in the past years was catching up with him at that moment, his head felt like it was about to burst, aching from all the memories buzzing around in it. He had to press his hands against his temples to silence the confusion in his head for just a second. A scream, his scream cut the silence in the parking lot, it was still broad daylight. Some passersby turned their heads to see where the scream came from, saw a young man, next to his motorcycle get on his knees and ruffle his hair with his hands.