Forever With You\\ SunSun Au

Chapter 26

Finally I took two weeks leave. I'm going to Busan. I learnt from Jay that Sunoo came back from Australia after two years and after that he's been running an orphanage. Apparently more than 50 children were there. I had no clue about anything at all. I was thinking that he's just enjoying his life in Australia. I was always wrong about him. He's more than what I think of him. Finally I'm here. This time I should carefully do everything I should. First of all I should make him forgive me and then I can get back to him. 

sunoo's pov

“Today's class is over. But as I promised you yesterday, I'll give you rewards okay" Sunoo smiled at some children. 

“Yes Hyung" the children shouted together. 

“So the ace of this month is kyungmin. Come on clap your hands and congratulate your friend" Sunoo said and all the children happily cheered for their friend. 

“And the next award is, who has the pretty handwri…. "

“Sunoo… "

I know this voice. The voice lingers in my head for almost 6 years. I turned back and saw his face after so many years. There he's is looking at me with heart eyes. But I just feel afraid. History is repeating itself. And I don't wanna fall for it again. But tears fell down as soon as I saw him and I ran towards the office room. I closed the door and cried my heart out. 

“ Sunoo" Jungwon called me. 

“Don't talk to me Jungwon. You guys are my friends or his friend? Why did you tell him about me? You don't want to see me happy right?"

“Sunoo, listen. It's not like that. And of course I didn't say anything. Jay Hyung told him. How many years you are going to be like this? Try to understand from him and go back home Sunoo. Are you gonna trap yourself in this orphanage forever. When was the last time you went to your house?"

“Don't come at me to support your friend Jungwon. I know what I'm doing with my life"

“Sunooya, you know I love you right? You yourself told me you can't love anyone except him. He's also the same. See after so many years he still feels the same towards you. You both guys can't live without each other. Why can't you just accept it and move on huh?"

“I don't care about anything. Just tell him to go back. Nothing is gonna change hereafter. I had enough of him already"

“Sunoo, listen to me.. "

“Sunoo.. " Sunghoon came inside. 

“I don't wanna see your face. Get lost please"

“Sunoo, dear just listen to me one time please"

“Don't say dear to my face again. I don't wanna see you hear you or even as the same room as you. Aaahhhhhhhh" Sunoo shouted and Jay brought Sunghoon out after that. 

“Just give him sometime man" Jay told Sunghoon. 

“All I have is two weeks. After that I have to join back at my work. Jay what I'm gonna do if he's like this" tears started rolling over Sunghoon's cheeks and Jay hugged him. 

“Don't worry. We will help"

It's been a week but Sunoo was so stubborn. He don't even let Sunghoon speak to him or Jaybor Jungwon about Sunghoon. He avoids him at all cost. 

“Jungwonah, tell Sunoo to check his mail" Sunghoon told Jungwon. 

Jungwon did the same. And Sunoo was hesitant at first then he opened it and saw thousands of mails from Sunghoon overnight.  In the latest one he stated, 'I have written all those messages while I'm staying in America. I saved those in drafts because honestly I didn't have courage to send you all those messages. But please try to understand how much I have been missing you. Love Sunghoon'

Sunoo also read those letters, it's from his first day at America to his last day of arriving to Korea. For sure he couldn't have written all those overnight. When he started to read, Sunoo understand Sunghoon has written everything that happened during each day and how much he misses his presence. But still his heart was not ready to  accept him again. 

Next morning
“Sunoo, did you read the mails I sent you? "

“Yes, a well written story, congratulations. I enjoyed it so much" Sunoo said with his sassy tone and started to walk away. 

“Sunoo, wait can't you at least feel my sincerity after reading those letters? "

“Sincerity? Our of all the people you speaking about sincerity? Wow!! "

With that Sunoo started to walk fast and went inside the class. He started to teach the small children alphabets like nothing happened. Sunghoon had enough he went inside the room and stands there until Sunoo gets irritated. 

“I really want to talk with you" Sunghoon said. Sunoo saw the children's face. He can't shout in front of them. "Evening please"

“No, now. Like right now"

Sunoo went to the garden and Sunghoon followed him. 

“Sunghoon don't ever try to create a scene in front of my children okay"

“I'm really sorry about that Sunoo. But… "

“But what? " Sunoo just shouts at him. 

“Wait it's been almost two weeks I came here. You not not even seeing my face. You know I came here only for you right? "

“I don't have time for drama Sunghoon. What do you want? Tell that and go"

“I want you" Sunoo just smirked when hearing that. “I'm not the same guy who came running towards you just because you sang a song for me Sunghoon. That boy has gone long ago"

“I came for you Sunoo. And I have asked sorry so many times. And those words from the mail came from my heart. Even of you tell it feels like story, it's my true feelings for you. What else you want me to do Sunoo?"

“I don't know Sunghoon"

“What big mistake I have done Sunoo. I just took time to land in a good job. For me, for my family and for you of course. Is that wrong? "

“Have you finished all your responsibilities? Have you finished all the tasks? Now I'm the task you have to finish? Whenever you come and call me do I have to be ready to come to you again?. . 
So what if you took another 2 or 3 years to finish your so called 'responsibilities'? Huh? Would you have come to find me only then? Now what you wanna achieve? Sunoo? Or settling down with someone? "

“This is me and you Sunoo. Sunoo and Sunghoon. Our life our love baby"

“That's all true before 6 years. I only had you in my mind and I imagined all my future with you. Now nothing is there"