THE PRINCE AND I

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"He had this look in his eyes....he was hurt and i feel so guilty for what I made him feel last night"

She closed her notepad and placed it neatly on the table. She sighed.

"I'm going to sound like an ignorant bitch but I think you need to hear this, Prince stop your boohoo story and move on. You were raped yes but that doesn't mean you can't live life, your baby is on the way, you have a fiance and soon you'll be beginning your reign as king. All we did for the past two weeks was you wallowing on and on that you feel guilty but what have you done to overcome the guilt? Did you make him breakfast to show you care? Did you kiss him good morning today? You can still give your partner affection without being a sexual thing, you and him both need this. Now get off your fucking ass and go spend the day with your fiance"

There was a moment of silence in the room. Prince smiled at the therapist.

"You know what, I'll do just that. Thanks"

He walked out of the room and found Skye standing in front of a vending machine, he chuckled.

"Hungry?"

Skye turned around to face him, Prince was smiling and he wondered what the therapist said to make him feel happy again.

"I'm okay, i guess it's my turn" he says walking to the door. Prince gave him two thumbs up.

"You got this babe"

He gave his fiance a warm smile before heading inside the warm room, he sat on the leather chair and sighed.

"You must be Skye, is it your first time being in therapy?"

"My second time actually"

"Great, so how may I help you? What's in your mind?"

He closed his eyes for a moment.

"I don't think I can do this anymore"

She looked at him in shock, she could tell that these two love each other but something was still off about them, could it be the Prince's position? Or could it be that Skye feels like he doesn't belong?

"I see....how did you come to this conclusion"
He started to fiddle with his fingers, that was a tough question.

"I......I don't think I'm going to be a good queen, the royal family does things that normal people can't comprehend, the secrecy, the rules, the sacrifices....i can't do all of those"

"I see.....has Prince pressured you to do any of those things?"

"No"

"Has he forced you to go live in the palace?"

"Well...no"

She closed her notepad and looked the future queen right in the eyes.

"What I'm about to say is something you need to hear but you won't like it"

".....okay"

"Stop being selfish, that baby in your womb deserves to know their father, if you want to end the relationship then tell Prince and come up with a co-parenting plan. If you want to be private about your life with Prince then tell the royal family I'm sure they'll understand, don't just give up because things are a little too hard. Relationships are tough and you my dear got the toughest end of the stick, deal with it and be happy"

"I.....wow, thank you"

She watched him walk out, she smiled shaking her head.

"Young love.....such a precious thing"

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"A good sub will always make sure his dom is taken care of, a happy dom means a happy sub"

He rolled his eyes and stopped the video. Benedict does admit that he feels guilty for chickening out the other day so he's been researching on ways to make Xavier happy.

"I guess i have one option left"

He dialed Xavier's number and waited for the call to pick up. His fingers tapped the cafe counter in anxiety.

"Hey BenBen"

He smiled.

"Hey.....are you busy?"

"I'm doing an outdoor shoot for this clothing line but that's in two hours, what's up?"

"I want us to meet.....i can come over if you're home"

"Sure, I'll make snacks"

He blushed before he said,

"I'll see you soon....daddy"

"Sure- wait, Ben-"

He hanged up before Xavier could reply. Why was it so hard so say those words! He face palmed.

"You're an idiot.....but what's done is done, time to move to plan B"

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"Babe?"

"Yeah?"

"Don't use that cologne anymore, smells like throw up"

Prince frowned. But this was the same cologne he's been wearing since he was twelve!

"Okay love, i sometimes forget you're pregnant"

Skye rubbed his melon like belly. He chuckled.

"I wonder how the kicks are going to feel"

Prince's hand was placed on his belly as well. He smiled.

"Skye, tonight.....let's have sex"

Skye blushed.

"How can you say that before we arrive at my mom's, she'll think we did it in the car or something" he said fanning his face with a random magazine in the car.

Prince laughed as he parked the car across the street from Sarah's house. He turned to Skye and held him by the chin.

"I just want us to work out....for the baby and for ourselves"

Skye felt like he was melting. All his worries washed away by Prince's confidence voice, the confidence he'd always found attractive.....Prince was slowly becoming his old self again.

"O-Okay"

They got out of the white BMW and crossed the road hand in hand. Prince rang the door bell.

Skye smiled when he heard his mother's footsteps approaching the door. It opened with a low creak.

"Oh my Goodness. Prince, Skye, come in come in"

As they entered the house a figure loomed in the bushes from behind with a  white sheet in it's hands and a deep scowl on it's face.

"Prince, why are you with those strangers? You should be with me and your true baby" he said and looked into the sheet.

Green flies buzzed around the sheet making him smile.

"This is your son and today you'll meet him"