Rebel Love

Chapter 8

Andy's POV
I had woken up way before I should have.
I can't sleep; I keep thinking about if I could possibly be a damn dad!
I saw that Melissa was fast asleep. I have no idea how, but she is. She looks even more beautiful when she's asleep, she's peaceful, at ease, like nothing is wrong...

I decided to get my ass out of bed since I know I wasn't going to fall back asleep.
I saw I had texts from the guys, a majority of them from Ashley.

I didn't feel like replying, I just set my phone on the night stand and sat on the bed.
I just don't get why it's such a big deal... I get they are worried about BVB, but they should be happy for me and Melissa. I know she's been wanting to settle down, so I figured might as well do it now.
I love her and that will never ever change.
I got myself up and walked downstairs to the living room.
I sat on the couch and turned on the tv.
"Yes...Batman!" I said to myself.
I grabbed my batman blanket, got comfy, and watched batman for about two hours.

"Hey babe." Melissa said walking down the stairs in just a tank top and underwear.
"Well hello there." I said as she came and sat down on the couch.
"We just have to wait 20 minutes for the result.." She looked at me with sorrow in her eyes. I knew she was scared.
"It'll be alright Melissa.. We'll figure something out if you are."
"But I don't want to keep you from your fans and going on tour.." Her voice cracked a little...
"Melissa, let's not think about it. If it's negative, great, if it's positive, we'll get the band together and we can talk about it." I pulled her over to me so her head was on my chest.
"I'm just worried Andy, I'm not ready for this."
"I know hon, I'm not ready either, but we'll work something out."
She didn't say another word, we just watched tv until it was time to see what the test said.

"Melissa?" I lightly knocked on the bathroom door making sure she was alright.
"Melissa open the door." I said calmly.
She opened the door. Not one emotion was on her face... Was she just playing around, or was she serious?
"It said negative." She smiled and hugged me tightly.
"That's a relief."
"You're telling me. We have to be more careful Andy."
"I know I know.."
A part of me wanted that test to be positive. Starting a family with Melissa would make my life complete.
"How about we go out tonight, just you and me." I smiled at her hoping she would say yes.
"Okay." She kissed me and went to the bedroom.
"What are you doing? I said walking into the room to see Melissa getting undressed.
"Well I was going to get naked and have you come under the covers to join me, but with that attitude I don't think so." She smirked, knowing she was teasing me to hell and back.
"Let's celebrate the fact that you're not pregnant." I said closing the door.
"That's what I thought." She said taking off her underwear and throwing them away from her.
I got undressed as quickly as my body would allow, which didn't seem fast enough.. We both jumped into bed and I got on top of her.
I slid myself into her and we began our celebration..

-30 Minutes Later-
Melissa's POV
"Holy fuck that was amazing Andy." I said trying to catch my breath.
"I know." He said proudly.
"Well I'm going to go make some lunch, want anything?"
I said hoping out of bed and putting some clothes on.
"A sandwich."
"One sandwich coming up." I said as I walked out of the room.

As I walked down the stairs the door bell rang.
'Oh that's just wonderful, I have sex hair and I'm wearing short shorts and a tank top..' I thought as I opened the door.

"Oh it's you." I said in a bitchy tone as I saw Ashley.
"Where's Andy?"
"Upstairs."
We didn't say another word, he just walked in and went upstairs to find Andy.
'God I can't stand the sight of him! His appearance just makes me pissed off...' I thought as I made my way to the kitchen.
I really cannot stand him at all anymore. He is a man whore and deserves nothing.
But in a way... I think he's kind of... Hot.

"Andy!! Your sandwich is ready!" I yelled.
I was not going up to the room, because I knew Ashley would be up there.
"Coming!" He yelled back.
Andy came and sat down at the island and began to eat.
"God damn this is fucking delicious." He said with a mouth full.
"Where's mine at?" I saw Ashley walk in and sit next to Andy.
"At your house." I said, yet again, in a bitchy tone.

"You know, I don't get why you don't like me." Ashley spoke up.
"Ashley, shut up, now." Andy said finishing his food.
"I don't like you because you keep getting into me and Andy's relationship! You're a fucking man whore and you're absolutely disgusting!" I yelled.
"You can't keep a fucking woman to save your damn life!! You're always saying bad things to Andy when it comes to OUR relationship! Now get out!"
I pointed towards the living the room door.
"Bye Andy." That's all he said as he walked out.. He slammed the door of course which made me even more angry.
"God damn it! How do you deal with him!! He pisses me off so much! He has no damn respect!" Oh great...Now I'm going to bitch..
"Melissa calm down. He's gone, he didn't say anything, so let it go, I'm going to talk to him later alright."
I didn't say a word, I just walked up stairs and into our room.
I can't stand him!! He irritates me so much! I don't get why Andy hasn't kicked him out of the band! He's been like this ever since me and Andy's first year together. I don't know why, but he has.

"Melissa?" Andy said softly as he walked towards me.
"What.."
"Please don't get worked up about this, he's just being a douche. Don't even let him bother you, I know he gets into our relationship but we shouldn't let him bother us. I love you, and you love me, he shouldn't matter."
"Andy. you don't get it, he's been disrespectful to our relationship, and to me since our one year anniversary. I'm sorry Andy but we will never ever get along. I think you should kick him out of the band." Finally! I said it!
"What? You're telling me to kick him out just because of two little arguments?"
"God damn it Andy! This has been going on for two damn years now! Are you really siding with the guy that disrespects your fiancé!?"
"No I'm not siding with anyone Melissa. You need to just let shit go alright!?"
"No, I won't! I'm sick and tired of his shit! And I'm tired of you always brushing it off!! He's getting into our relationship in a bad way Andy, you just can't see it because you're fucking stupid!!"
"Oh wow, real mature Melissa. Calling your fiancé stupid. If it wasn't for me, you'd be living on the fucking streets! At least my parents didn't fucking disown me!"
"Excuse me?"
"Oh fuck Melissa.... I'm so sorry... I-I really didn't mean it.."
"No Andy, don't even apologize. I'm leaving alright. I'll see you.."
I grabbed a light jacket and my car keys and left without a goodbye...

We've never fought like that before.. I hate how he said that. Its true though, no one in my family wants anything to do with me. I went the a mental hospital one time, and they threw out everything I owned..

As I was driving I started to cry. I'm petrified that me and Andy might break up. I love him way too much to let him go. I hate fighting with him also... It scares me.