Rebel Love

Chapter 4

It was about midnight when I decided to go to bed.
I really wanted to talk to Andy about marriage... He never brings it up, but I think it's time to.

"Andy?"
"Yes dear?"
"Can I talk to you about something?"
"Go for it sweetheart."
"We've been together for three years, madly in love with each other... Well, I've been thinking about this for a while... I wanna tie the knot."
"What?" He said in a 'what the fuck' tone.
"I wanna get married Andy, I swear thats all, no kids no breaking up bvb. Just marriage."
"Melissa, marriage leads to kids and bvb breaking up. Not now.."
"Then when Andy!? When we're 50???"
"Melissa not now alright? I love you but not now."
"Okay, I see it! You're just scared of commitment!"
"I'm not afraid of commitment, I'm afraid of losing bvb and our fans."
"Oh but you're not afraid of losing me?"
"That's not what I said! God damn it Melissa! I love you alright! I don't want to think about a wedding right now! We're working on an album and tour dates, the last thing I need is a fucking wedding on top of it!"
"Whatever. I'm not sleeping with you tonight."
I walked out of the room and went to the guest room.

'Are you fucking kidding me!!? I don't want a big shebang wedding! Just a small ceremony with the band and some friends and family. Why did I bring it up? God I always blame myself for our fights.. He's mister perfect and I'm Ms. fucksupalot!'
I kept running the fight through my head until I started to cry. It was about 1 a.m and I was now wide awake. My eyes were red and burning.

"Melissa?" I heard Andy's sincere deep voice come through the door.
"What?" I said hiding the fact that I was bawling my eyes out.
"Can you open the door please?"
I wiped my eyes as best as I could and opened the door.
"Melissa don't cry please..." He pulled me into a warm bear hug, I started to cry more.

"Hon, we'll get married, don't you worry."
"But babe, it's been three years." I wiped my eyes again.
"I know, and the past years have been phenomenal."
"Then marry me!"
"Melissa calm down, I'll start planning the proposal alright?"
"You better."
"I will babe." He kissed my head gently and smiled. I didn't smile, I knew I would start crying. I don't know why...
I just want us to be married..

"Are you ready for bed?" He asked.
"Yeah."
He picked me up bridal style and carried me to the bedroom.
'Really!? Bridal style??? He did that on purpose!'

He set me down gently, went to the other side and got in next to me. I turned the other way so I would face him.

"You're so gorgeous."
"Marry me then."
"Melissa don't start this 'marry me' shit whenever I say something."
"Well then marry me!"
"Oh my god, good night." He flipped to the other side.
I turned as well.
I started to cry again. Why does this have to happen? My friends make it seem so easy... Everyone makes it look so easy.

-Next Day-
I had woken up before Andy; the sun was shining bright in the room.
I decided to go for a walk; it was a beautiful morning.
The crisp cool air was making me feel happy. I kept thinking about the past years with me and Andy. I couldn't help but smile; the years have truly been amazing.

I didn't realize how long I was walking until I saw the time and the fact that Andy called me twice and texted me 5 times.
I called him back.

A-Hello?
M-Hey sorry, I went for a walk.
A-Well do you wanna go to the studio with me?
M-Sure I'll be home in about 10 minutes.
A-Love you
M-I love you

I hung up and quickened my pace.
I made it home within the time span I had said over the phone.

"There's my beautiful girlfriend!"
I smiled as I walked towards him to give him a kiss.
"I'm gonna change and then we can leave okay?" I walked upstairs to go change; I was not wearing tight capris in front of Ashley.

I changed into some skinnies and a Bvb tank top; I want to represent my boyfriend.

"Okay I'm rea-" I stopped dead in my tracks and almost fell down the stairs.

I saw Andy on one knee with, what I could see, was a huge engagement ring....