Rebel Love

Chapter 20

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Melissa's POV
As we arrived home, I decided to just go to bed. I don't even want to shower. I just changed my clothes and got into bed.
"How are you feeling?" Andy asked, joining me.
"Like shit. I just want to sleep. Good night." I was blunt about it, but I really wasn't in the mood to talk about anything. I lost the fucking baby! I can't believe this... I'm scared to try again. Should I try again? Will I end up never having a child with Andy? Would he leave me? What if the baby died, and I didn't know... What if I died from it...
Questions, so many questions running around inside my mind... Making me feel uneasy about everything. Making me feel weak..

Andy's POV
"Like shit. I just want to sleep. Good Night." She said bluntly. I get why she is acting like this. I doubt she want's to try again, I'm scared to try again, and I'm not even the one who carries the thing! It feel likes my heart was ripped out and stabbed multiple times with a rusty fucking knife. Losing that baby was like losing my own life. I can't imagine what Melissa feels. Whatever I'm feeling she's probably feeling a hundred times worse. Way worse...

-Next Morning-
Andy's POV
Sunshine peaked through the curtains in the room, causing me to squint as I opened my eyes. It was a new day, a new day without our baby. It's still so fresh in my mind..
I sat up and checked my phone, to see texts from the guys. I never told them anything after I left Jake's house. I got up and headed downstairs to watch some tv.
I texted the guys and told them what the doctor had told us the previous night. I felt another stab to my heart, talking about it makes me feel uneasy. Like I want to cry.
"Good morning." I heard Melissa's voice ring.
"Morning hon." I said as she came and joined me on the couch.
"I got a text from my mom, she said she want's to come and stay for a while." I looked over at Melissa who's face was as pale as pale could be.
"Your mom? Wants to come here? What? Why?"
"I don't know Andy. But she doesn't know I had a miscarriage."
"Well, tell her when you're ready."
"I plan to. But Andy, she can't come here."
"Why not?"
"You know exactly why. She'll try to bring me home, or act like everything between us is okay. What if she stops talking to me because I lost the baby?"
"She wouldn't stop talking to you just because of that."
"You'd be surprised."
"Melissa, just tell her you're busy and can't have anyone over, plus I have to get ready for tour soon."
"I know Andy. Maybe I will tell her.. I don't know, I'll think about it later."
I didn't say anything else. We just watched tv until the doorbell rang.
I opened it to see Jake, Jinxx, CC, and no Ashley in sight.
"Hey guys whats up?"
"We wanted to make sure Melissa was alright." Jake said coming in.
"You guys are too adorable." She said smiling. They walked in with chocolates, teddy bears, flowers, and cards. Are they dating her now? Geez.
"You didn't have to do this guys. Really, I'm fine." She said looking through everything.
"Melissa, it's fine. We wanted to buy you this." Jinxx said sitting on the couch.
"Well thank you." She smiled again.
"Where's Ashley?" I asked sitting beside Melissa.
"No idea, we didn't tell him anything." CC said going to our kitchen go raid through our fridge.
"CC you literally just ate half an hour ago!" Jake said.
"I don't care!" CC stomped his feet like a little kid.
"Would you stop raiding our fucking fridge CC." Melissa said getting up and practically pulling him away from the fridge.
"NOOO!!!! FOOD!!! I WILL HAVE YOU ONE DAY!!!!"
"Oh my god CC..." Melissa shook her head and giggled.
"Sit." She said pulling him over to the couch.
"Meanie!" He stuck his tongue out at her.
"Boy! I will rip that tongue out yo damn mouth!"
"Do it!!"
"Get over here!!" She tackled him to the floor.
"Melissa! Don't kill the drummer!!" Jake yelled.
"No, go ahead Melissa." I said jokingly. I can't believe Melissa is acting normal. I think it's a good thing, but I'm not sure. I guess it is, since she's being her weird self.
Her perfect weird self.