Fragile Desire

11. JOB OFFER

    

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I am extremely sorry for a late update.

But I wasn't well.....

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" Never give a person the right to take your happiness. Its you who should be responsible for all your feeling."

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Hazel's POV

Oh my god! its a job letter....

For a personal assistant.... I pinched my self. Is it a dream?

If not then its weird... I dont have money, I lack experience, the salary here is good and with advance of half the salary....

Should I accept it?

It would be helpful for my granny's operation and easy too.... His company deals with ships and buildings and some more stuff.... Its of my interest too.

"Any problem?" He asked me bringing back from my thoughts.

"Umm... Nothing" is all that came out of my stupid mouth....

What if he uses me later for wrong purpose and blame things on me? I am too young to go to jail. What if he exploit me?.

No! he wouldn't.

"Are you joining it?" He asked me looking straight into my eye. His looks made me speechless. I was mesmerized by his ocean greenish grey eye. "Are you?", why can't I just focus on what he says?

"I don't know exactly. This sudden offer is some thing that was no where in my mind. Ummm I need some time to think." I said trying to sound courageous.

"How much time do you need?"  I could see he felt disappointed but I am not the one to fall for his charm.

"I am going Connecticut to meet my work place owner to talk to him once. Only then can I decide what shall I do?", I could see him twitching his palm.

"Can you give me your number then?" He asked me in a bossy tone. Can't he act normal?

"I dont have a cellphone"

"What?" I could see his eyes widening.... Whats so wrong if I don't own a cell phone. I don't think  its abnormal... okay a bit but not that much...

I took my diary out trying to avoid his gaze and started writing about my feelings in it....

Its weird when people behave like I am from some other planet. It doesn't affects me I love the way I am. I am complete and feel like its perfect to be imperfect.

I tried not to think about Caleb, I don't like him. Do I? No, never and I can't. All men are the same bloody sex slaves and nothing else. They can go to any extend for sex may it be lying or pretending to love. I hate men to the core.

Happy being single! :)

I added to my diary with a smile. I dont need any one to make me feel that I am beautiful or how much some one loves me. I don't want any type of complications in my life, I don't want to wait every night for that some one to come home late and those stupid stuff.....

I closed my diary when I heard a song being played in his car....

Okay okay
Everybody's looking for that
something
No one ever wants to pay the price
Everybody's scared of going nowhere,
But we ain't going anywhere tonight!
I should be more cynical than tell myself it's not okay
To feel this good when I'm with you,
Tried my best to fight it, say I hate you
But I always stay!
Oh ooh ooh oh oh
Ain't nobody love,
Ain't nobody love like you do!

Weird..... love is so uncool.... you get addicted to some one and you regret when the person leaves you.....

"Where do you live in connecticut?" Huh! I had forgot that I am not alone.... my stupid thoughts... they drag me all round the world.

"Green street." I answered shortly to avoid more conversation, actually I was enjoyong thoughts more.

Suddenly the silence between us started making me feel uncomfortable and I realized that I should continue talking to him or jst get some sleep....

"How's your granny?" He asked in a very low tone. It made me feel worst. "She isn't well, I paid some cash before I left from hospital and tld the doctors to go on with the surgery and the rest of my money I will probably ask my Mr. Mathew , my workplace owner in advance. " I answered in a very low tone. If he did grant me cash then I will have to work so much for him.

"You still have a choice of joining the job of personal assistant." He reminded me and I couldn't help but roll my eyes.

"Mr.Mathew is old enough and you may get a personal assistant more eligible then me but what about him? He needs some one to help him through his work." He was old enough and I would feel really very bad if I leave him at this time.

"What if he gets someone for work as in some one as replacement?" What kind of question was that? I mean weird.... I never thought about it.

"I don't know", I answered honestly looking out of the window

"You can join my business when ever you want and you can get a replacement worker for him too. I can send some one there to replace you. Only if you wish to!" Uh ohh where is this going now?

"I still need some time." I said before I could stop those words out of my mouth.
 

No! Why is ge forcing me so much? Are things fishy? Ughhhhh! My stomach..... my nerves are clencing too much underneath my stomach.

My eyes suddenly widened in horror. Periods it is! Ohhhh god how could I forget about my periods. I need a washroom right now.

"Can we go to starbucks right now?" Why do words just roll out of my tongue just without taking permission? I noticed his puzzled face, "I am hungry!" Crap! What will he think? Barely an hour and half ago I had breakfast and now ..... urghhhh

He hesitantly searched on his car's navigation for the mearing starbucks. Ohhh yaa billionaire's car has all most all those stupid facilities...

As soon as we reached there.... he asked me "what would you like to have now?" The only words that came out of my mouth were..."bathroom." How stupid am I?????

I really act like a moron sometime. I rushed towards the bathroom and emptied so bladder and did the necesary things..... I glanced at the mirror thinking and trying to answer some of my questions....

As soon as I came out I searched for him and was nearly relieved to see two coffees on the table. I took deep breath walking towards him and sat down confidently.

"Are you alright?" He asked me with eyes full of concern... "yeah ,  a mild stomach pain. It will heal sooner."

I tried avoiding his gaze but could definately feel him smirking.... god why don't you handover the period stuff to guys and make them go through all shitty cramps??????

Why always girls????

Changing the topic and avoiding those awkwardness I broke the silence. "I am ready to accept the job, if mr. Mathew gets a replacement and there are some issues too."

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