Fragile Desire

14. HOTEL

The song of the week is - Focus by Ariana Grande

I loved it though....

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"This is for girls who have the tendency to stay up at night listening to music that reminds them of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under the smiles, laughs and giggles on a daily basis. The girls who wear their heart on their sleeve. The girls who pray that things will work out just once and they'll be satisfied. The girls who sceam and cry to their pillows because everyone else fails to listen. The girls who have so many secrets but wont tell a soul. The girls who have mistakes and regrets as a daily moral. The girls that never win. The girls that stay up all night thinking about that one boy and hoping that he'll notice her one day. The girls who take life as it comes, to the girls who are hoping that it'll get better somewhere down the road. For the girls who love with all their heart although it always gets broken. To girls who think it's over. To real girls, to all girls: You're beautiful."

Zayn Malik

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Hazel's POV

"Its not my car." I almost screamed. "Caleb that car belongs to one of my friend Paul, he gave me so that I could visit my granny asap, and that I couldn't afford the flight tickets, he gave me his car. I need to contact him." I could see Caleb stiffen, I dont't know what he must be thinking about me.

"Who's Paul?" He asked me, why is he behaving this way? I mean why does he looks this angry. "Excuse me? Paul is my friend, real best friend who happens to be like a brother to me." No one ever questioned me this way. We both became silent for some time, and the waiter arrived with our order.

"Have a good day Ma'am, you look extremely beautiful." I blushed when the waiter complimented me, may be I should start dressing like this more often. "Anything else ma'am?"

"Nothing and get off, she is my girl." My eyes widened when Caleb said this. Really????? By now the shade of cheeks were crimson red. The waitor left murmuring something.

"I said that cause he was flirting with you." He said in an angry tone. Ignoring him, I started eating my sandwhich.

*ring* *ring* *ring*

"Hey sweety how's you, I missed you so much." Caleb was talkin to someone, may be his girlfriend or some hoe for the night. A girlfriend???? Am I jealous?

No way! Why will I b jealous? He is my boss, right? God this is getting weird. I don't give a fcuk. He came back to eat after proper 30 minutes. I was done with my dinner, he left the food and instead ordered some chicken burger and coke for himself as a take away. He told me to wait for some fifteen minutes. I picked the food that he left without even touching and gave it to a lil boy who seemed to be hungry. I sat down with the boy outside the restaurant and had a cute conversation with him.

Caleb's POV

What is she doing? I saw her picking the sandwhich and the cold drink, my eyes followed her and there she sat outside the restaurant beside some little boy and handed him my food. She is so sweet and helpful, and when did I started wasting my food. I grew tensed when something strike through my mind. Seeing her talking to the kid and laughing with the child made me love her more. She is really different from any other girl, I had a smile on my face. Wait, did I say love? My brain is a fcuking asshølë.

"Hazel, time to leave, we will be staying in a hotel nearby. We need some rest." I so wanted to see her reaction, the way she would get all embarrassed and argue with me. "Okay, take two rooms." My jaw literally fell seeing her reaction, I never expected this reply from her, but then i noticed those dark circles and eye bags beneath her eyes. I realized she is tensed for her granny. I saw her coming towards me, I was all lost in her thoughts.

"Hello? Where's the hotel", day dreaming again??? Huh. I answered her in a gesture to follow me. We entered the hotel and I asked for two rooms, but the receptionist said that she has just one left. I looked at Hazel to put her choice or suggestion instead all she replied was " Okay, but an extra bed???" The receptionist rolled her eye and gave the keys. "A minute sir? The extra bed charges a bit more." I gave her the remaining money and the man guided me to the room, it wasn't the hotel that I would ever prefer. I followed the man with my hand on Hazel's shoulder. Even this touch made me hard, it was more than lust that I felt for her.

I can't sleep in my business suit, no way, Hazel has seen me in boxer's when she woke up at my place after her hangover, right? "Hazel you may take the bed I will sleep on the extra bed that we asked for. Okay?" She was lost in her own world.

The man came in the room with the mattress. What the fcuk I told her I will be sleeping on the extra bed and brought this mattress. Its been ages that I slept on the mattress. Hazel blankly setted her hair free and took the blanket and pillow and sat at one of the corner of the bed. What is she upto now. "You can sleep on the bed and I too can, but you will be sleeping with the head opposite in direction ti mine. The direction my your head is my leg will be in that direction and vice versa." Thank god I don't have to sleep on the mattress. "Yeah, great." I answered and unbuttoned my shirt. I saw her eyes literally bulging out when I removed my shirt. I so wanted her to touch me, instead she blushed the shades of crimson red and slept facing the other side.

Darn it. This girl is so tough, I was so jealous when the waitor was flirting with her, I couldn't control my anger. When she sat with the lil kid outside the restaurant I didn't the feel the lust for her, but the love. She is so caring, soft hearted, emotional and not at all selfish. I love her man, I love her and I am so sure about it. One day I will get her as my wife. I was so lost inher thoughts, when sleep took over me I really didn't know. Havjng the same bed omas of her, even if we are not facing eachother or cuddling with each other, but still we are sharing a bed.

I woke up all sweaty, again a bad dream. I searched for my cellphone and it was approximately 2 in the morning. I sat at the corner of the bed, tear rolling through my eyes.

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