Fragile Desire

5. DISCOVERING HER

Hey guys I know my chapters are quiet short.

Longer chapters will be updated soon.

I have exams going on.

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"Some where in the world there is a defeat for everyone. Some are destroyed by defeat, and some made small and mean by victory. Greatness lives in one who triumphs equally over defeat and victory."

John Steinbeck, The Acts of King Arthur and His Noble Knights.

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Caleb's pov

On our way to The Beermongers, the only sound was of the radio. I am not a fan of Justin Beiber, I personally don't like him much but his songs are quiet good. Justin beiber's song One less lonely girl was on air.

Theres gonna be one less lonely girl,

She paid no attention to me neither the songs played. She was lost somewhere. My grip was stiffening coz of frustration. She is differet, unlike other girls she didn't try to come closer to me or try to go all kinky with me. Instead she is just staring outside window.

'How many I told you's
And start overs and shoulders
Have you cried on before '

Man this song and her situation is all so similar, she is sitting in one of the costliest car in the world without even noticing anything. Unlike other girls she is not falling into my charms. I am feeling rejected.

'How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor '

There is so much to know about her, even my business seems so easy to handle then her. God no!

"Are you alright?"

No answer.

I gently tapped her shoulder to get her attention," Are you alright".

I could see tears running through her cheeks. I was finding it difficult to try not to touch her. She wiped her tears," Yeah I am fine. Where are we going but?"

I did not question her further. I dont know about her past but I want to know.

I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you

I was mentally fighting of the thought of her with someone else. I could not imagine her with someone. I just want few of the answers related to whatever I saw her writing in her diary.

Now all I see is you
I'm coming for you

Why am I thinking about her? What's wrong with me? I don't favour relations and stuff. They are major distractions for my business thing. I can't see my rank dropping in business.

No no
Don't need these other pretty faces
Like I need you
And when your mine in the world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

This time I was lost in my world and she was the one trying to ask me again and again,"Where are we going? "

I simply replied," The Beermingers".

She tried keeping the conversation on," I am Hazel."

"Caleb", is all I said. I didn't reveal my surname, hearing Caleb Rodriguez I don't know how she would react. What if she panicks and run without answering my questions.

She smiled weakly, I could see her sadness that she tried to hide. She had awesome pink lips. I so wanted to test them but she was not like those chics who wanted me for money and fame.

We arrived to the bar and taylor my security guard was approaching me, he knew I usually come here to drink on Sundays. I stopped him from greeting me and headed towards the counter.

"So Hazel, what would you-" I turned back and could not find her. I hurried to the door, what if she ran away? What about those answers?

I was relieved to see her still sitting in my car lost in her own world. What is wrong with her? Why am I worrying so much about her.

I opened the door for her taking her attention. She didn't even realized that she was sitting here alone.

We went inside," What would you like to drink?"

I wanted her to drink alot tonight so that I could get all my answers.

"Vodka. Yeah, I would have vodka."

I ordered for her a vodka and for myself a beer. Before I could finish my beer she already asked for another shot of vodka.

"Slow babe, you will loose your control."

When she was done with her second shot she started moving towards dance floor handing me her jacket. No girl ever behaved like this with me.

She had all hot moves that setted the floor on fire. I want to take her right now and bang her. I saw a guy approaching her, I guess they knew each other. They were talking something while the guy tried touching her.

"Hazel would you like to dance with me?" I could not see her with anyone.

I just can't get enough
I got to drive through
Cause its me, you, you, me, me, you all night
Have it your way, foreplay
Before I feed your appetite

This song by carry out by Justin Timberlake suited the moment well.
I wanted her now. Before I could try kissing her, she covered her mouth and ran outside.

No! I wanted to taste those pink lips.

I followed her out. She threw all her alcohol out and started crying. I supported her to stand.

This is the right time to get my answers. I made her sit in my car and drove her to my appartment.

I was trying to keep her from sleeping. I tried asking her about her life.

She said she lived in Connecticut with her room mate Harley. I heard her giggling when she was talkin about her gay friend Paul and then Paul's ex George who was bisexual. She had crush on George till today morning.

I felt angry about that.

"Who was that guy on the dance floor with you?" I asked her trying to avoid anger in my voice.

"I met him once when he came to buy a book where I worked", she said playing with her fingers.

"He isn't good for you" I felt jealous with the way he was coming close to her.

"No one is good, Caleb." The way she giggles, I want her now.

"Your diary-" I said rubbing the back of my head, " Is it true? Are you earning money from wrong means by acting as a slut to get money?"

Her eyes were flooded with tears. What did I just tell her? I screwed the whole thing.

She slapped me hard, " I am a virgin girl, trying to save my granny". She left. She ran out of my car. I lost her.

I sat there for a while till I realized that its midnight and she has no place over here. I ran in the same direction hoping to find her. I saw her sitting in a corner and weeping covering her face.

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