my ships

guess who's not dead!!!!

Me: I AM BACK bithches!!!!!
Dream: you have to hesitate to screen?
Me: yes now shut up and hi everyone I am back I just had to take a break so I can claim myself down have to get myself together and found away to fix my book because it doesn't make sense and I was pretty stupid to put my real name in here but I cannot do nothing about it now it's too late and trying to forget my breakup yes break up me and my girlfriend broke up I was very stupid I lost someone again and I have to fight with my friends I say some things that I didn't mean it pretty much everything was fuck up don't worry I'm okay I still have my friends with me it was just a crazy break to be honest when I look back to my stories I actually think I should quit or stay here bI was going back and forth think about that I should leave wattpad or continue with my books,continue talking to my friends I have me a lot of mistakes and I don't understand why my friends are still with me I suffer a lot I'm pretty sure everyone does I'm not special I'm just me the person who made a lot of mistakes the person the fights with everyone and hurts the ones that they love the person who trust someone that end up betraying them the person the show that they true emotions to someone that they love and thought that they would be happy forever but end up be heartbroken the person whose father.......................... never mind I say too much I'm just trying to say is I'm not the best person I don't deserve friends I don't deserve happiness huh this became sad so fast sorry I didn't mean to make everything so sad I was trying to get out of my chest will shit this was not supposed to go as I plan
Crystal: I am glad that you finally got out of your chest you have been holding  so much pain and was trying to hide it so no one can find out but you finally told the truth I'm happy and everyone else is too
Me: try not to be rude but is kind of weird to talk to my OC
Crystal: in the game but in this story I'm your cousin
Me: huh true
Pico: hey are you okay?
Me: I'm fine
Pico: do you still want to continue?
Me: yes I'm going to try to be a little happy in here I am very grateful to be in here to found this app and to meet for some people here that I become friends with the first thing I saw this app I was thinking about making my own story I didn't think it would be really difficult and I didn't know it should make sense I was just doing the stories of what I'm imagining in my head some of my ideas I got it was that I imagine what kind of characters what do they do what do they say what was the problem and the plot and if I don't have an idea I asked my friend to help me and she is great with them for that I decided to put her in this book a part of me want me to be in her books as a new character or just a background one but I thought it would be too much and I don't want her to think that I'm abusing our  friendship I always try to be a good friend a good person it was kind of difficult but I'm trying my best and I'm going to keep trying so I decided to stay I like being here it's funny it's weird I like it and this update was supposed to be happy and maybe a little short but it looks like it didn't go so well this is all for today I am glad to be back my updates will be a slow but I promise I'll make sure my stories and my grammar is good will this is super black wolf 97 signing off see you guys in the next update peace ✌︎