my ships

I don't know what to do

Hi everyone uhhh okay how I'm going to do this damn it my social anxiety it's being a pain in the ass I still don't know if I have it okay what the fuck am I doing every time I look at my book and my chapters I always think that why does people like this why do I keep this up why do I keep this app and this book sometimes I read my book and I see it's fuck weird and creepy man why does people read this I don't understand I'm not being depressed I'm not being ungrateful I know I sound like it but that's not the case the case is......uh no wonder why I hate myself and I don't know what the fuck is the case is sorry for cussing it's just well shit I don't know I'm about to say how stupid am I I know I'm a fuck idiot okay it sounds like I'm being depressed I'm not I'm fine I'm not quite I do have chapters ready to publish and almost finished to publish but I just keep in there and just look at them and with my other book I'm still doing that chapter it's not finished I need to do that and so my three books and You must be confused with three books I have announced to have two books coming up I didn't say three books are coming up but I think it was yesterday decided to make another book yay that book is going to be weird and creepy I'm surprised I have not cry huh I always know I make mistakes I make stupid decisions I would never learn my lesson I always be a mistake and that's fine by me okay yeah still sound like I'm being Depressed I don't know this chapter is going to be short or long I don't know what to do I'm happy to be here I'm happy that I make some friends in here I'm still doing the chapters I need to have a break I guess this feels so awkward my heart is kind of being fast I'm nothing I'm just a weird freak who just like weird stuff everyone still loves me no matter what I do I'll probably finish the chapter in my three books and also in this book and asked,questions,dare yeah i'm going to end here i'm still don't know what to do but Will post the next chapter I guess my mom doesn't know yet lesbian and have a girlfriend will I'll be quiet and I don't think that me and my girlfriend won't be together for that long will just need to get this out of my chest will this is Super Black wolf97 signing out see you in the next chapter piece♡︎