I stood frozen again. I want to run away and hide from the world. I want to cry until I can't breathe. But all I could do was stand in my doorway not able to move or say anything. I felt a tear run down my face and I think they noticed too.
"Just something to think about." She says and leaves, motioning for the other girls to follow.
Once they were gone I closed the door and fell to my knees. I cried and cried, not knowing what I did wrong or what I did to deserve that. After a while it hit me, I realized what I had to do.
I stood up, my legs a bit shaky but I was able to stab myself. I half walked, half ran up the stairs and went straight into my music room.
Jacks point of view
I texted Y/n that I was on my way to her house. Then I jumped in the car and started driving, the whole way to her house I couldn't stop thinking about last night. Y/n is the most beautiful and talented person I have ever met in my life, I can't believe that I even get to be around her. I wish I could make her understand how amazing she is, without sounding super cheesy and weird. I just like her so much.
I pull up to her house and walk up to the door. I knock, no answer. Then I knock again, no answer. I take out my phone and call her, no answer. I tried again, no anwer. I tried to get a hold of her for about 10 minutes. I was about to give up and go home when I heard a big crash. I put my ear up to the door and listened, I heard it again after a second. Fear rushes through me, I try opening the door and to my surprise it was unlocked. I open the door and run inside to see if Y/n is okay. I heard noises upstairs so I ran up there as fast as I could. I see a light on in Y/n's music room. I go in and see Y/n on the ground crying with music sheets everywhere and a smashed guitar.
I run over to her and pull her into my arms. She jumps and tries to get away, "Hey, hey it's just me." I say to calm her down.
I feel her body calm down a bit but her crying hasn't stopped, "what's wrong?" I ask as I rub her back.
She sits up slowly. She cheeks black from her makeup and her eyes red. She opens her mouth and tries to talk but no words come out.
I bring my hands to her face and whip away her tears. She takes a deep breath.
"I'm sorry." was all she says.
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Be myself- Jack Avery fanfiction
Fiksi PenggemarY/n moved to LA because her mom is a famous singer. Y/n loves singing but fears she will never be as good as her mother. One day she meets a curly hair guy at school, will be help her become who she is deep inside?
