One shot stories

It was a mistake- Wilhemina Venable

(fluff)

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Pov: You was together with Wilhemina Venable, but as she found out that you kissed a man on a party. With this fact she send you out of your shared house because she start trusting you someone hurt her, and now you, that was to much for her. You was the first person since years who she trusted and loved and you hurt she. 

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I make my way to Mina's office. I can't believe that that was it. I loved she and made a big mistake, I was drunk and didn't know what I did. 

I stand in front of her door and take a deep breath before I knock. She didn't expect me, she said too me she don't ever want to see me again but I want  to fix that what I destroyed. "Come in " I hear her yelling from inside of the room in a harsh sound. I gulp and finally pull the door open. "I didn't know I have an appointment" she say, not looking up to see that I am definitive no a appointment for today. I closed the door behind me and try to fill my lungs with air. Now I stand in front of her desk, not to close but close. She wrote something on a paper. Then finally as she finished she lifted her head and her brown eyes meet mine (y/e/c) eyes. She froze and her look in her face get more anger then before. "What are you doing here? I said I don't want tot see you anymore. Leave" she almost yelled at me. "I know Mina, you-", "don't call me 'min (y/n)" she say , her voice full of anger. "I just want to explain to you what happens", "what? that you kissed someone else and then this person is a man. What do you want to explain?". "I still love you, and I know you also do it but i hurt you and it was not the first time someone hurt you. And I understand this and I am so sorry for this and what I did, but please Mina I love you, I can't without you.", "then you better have to think before you do" Wilhemina just say and looked back on her paper. "I was drunk and didn't know what I did. I never wanted to hurt you", "but you did" Mina says and a single tear roll her cheek down. I never saw she crying before. I step closer to her, next to her chair and get on my knees and take her hands in mine. She want to pull them away but I have them strong in mine. "Please don't leave me" I spoke and look in her eyes. "You leaved me, not I you" she say and look at me. "The last weeks was so terrible without you around me. Maybe it was not just the alcohol, but you are ever at your work and often I feel alone. I can't without you" my hand stroke soft over her hand. "I know you will leave me once or will find someone who is not so disgusting like me. Why I thought that you can love someone like me" Venable say and pull her hands from mine. "I always loved you and I still do. There was ever just you and no one other. But sometimes you gives me the feeling to make all wrong", "with what?", "when you comes hone late and the only thing you do is yelling at me or let your anger out on me", "it is my work", "yeah then work not so long and let you help when someone ask you if you need help. Help is nothing who you have to be ashamed because you need it. We all need hep sometime". Silence... . "I go now" I say and stand up, ready to go. "Stay" she say and look at me with her brown eyes, filled with a few tears. I stand there looking at there, not expecting she would say it. "But it doesn't mean that all is good now" she continue and continue writing. A small smile cross over my face. Maybe that mean she gives me a last chance... .