MCYT x reader one shots

🔮🌸embarrassed🌸🔮

MAJOR TW: this chapter contains bad feelings towards the readers body (this is based off something that did happen to me), if that makes you uncomfortable or may be triggering to you. do not read this.

i looked in the mirror, the rolls on my stomach made me want to puke. just looking at the way this dress tightened around them. why can't i just look good..?

there was a knock on my door.

"sweetheart, you okay in here?" my boyfriend called, poor karl- he doesn't even know. a small whimper left my mouth but i sucked in my sobs "oh uh yeah sorry! uhm- yeah no sorry" i apologized and immediately took the dress off putting back on my original outfit.

i pushed the stall door open, holding the dress on my arm. "so, did you like it?" he asked, i shook my head keeping my eyes to the floor before putting the dress up. "baby-" karl began, i sniffled upset. "i just want to go home." i snapped. i never meant to ever talk to karl like that. but i was full of emotions.

me and karl never spoke another word while getting into the car and driving home, hell i don't think i want to speak. after what i did. yeah no thanks. when we arrived home i quickly went inside and to our bathroom locking the door behind me. i sat down on the floor sobbing.

not only did none of the clothes fit me how i expected but i lashed out on the sweetest guy i've known. fuck me. "uhm..y/n..?" karl asked softly, i tensed. he rarely used my name, i opened the door looking at karl. i was ashamed. "wanna talk about it?" he asked. i shook my head

"can i hug you?" he asked wanting to make sure he didn't make me uncomfortable, i hugged him. and tightly. i felt horrible for being a jerk to him he didn't deserve that. "i-i'm so- so s-sorry" i sobbed into his shoulder, he nodded "it's okay baby, i promise.." karl mumbled softly. i sobbed into his shoulder as we stood holding each other.

"ca-can we g-go lay down.?" i asked, karl agreed letting go of my waist but holding onto my hand. he and i walked into our room. i sat down on our bed karl following me, we then laid down karl wrapping his arms around me as i yawned. "i was embarrassed." i stated. karl hummed "what for?" he questioned, i sighed

"none of the clothes..fit-" i mumbled tears pricking my eyes, karl tenses at my words. he cupped my face with his hands. "you are amazing, i love you tummy- it's adorable and it's you. i love the way when you sit down and your stomach rolls up when you wear certain shirts- i am completely in love with you- and all of you." karl spoke truly and god. i broke.

i began to sob, choked cries left my mouth. karl kissed my forehead holding my closely. "mmm- i don't deserve you.." i mumbled yawning after a few minutes of crying. "you deserve more then i can give" karl smiles softly rubbing my back humming softly.

i slowly closed my eyes falling asleep, god i love this man.

very very VERY slow updates coming, but they are- if you guys could leave some suggestions for more chapter that would be amazing!! i'm beginning to get a bit more motivated and hopefully i can continue this