You'll never achieve anything!

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Sorry but this is a shorter chapter, I just wanted to post a new chapter lol.

TW:
-mentions of abuse
-mentions of drinking and drugs
-mentions of bullying

Jealousy
Jealousy
Jealousy
What a weird thing....

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"They're really nice guys. I never knew you could cook."
"Thanks Dream, I couldn't do it without George," Sapnap hugged George from the side, putting their heads together, taking in George's scent.
"Awe, thanks Sap, I told you you couldn't cook," George looked back at Sapnap, slight blush forming on his cheeks.
"Hey! I never said I couldn't cook! I just said I wouldn't be able to bake such great cookies without you. This was a very hard recipe."
"Oh yes of course."
"Yes, yes, really cute. Now, stop cuddling, we should order some dinner," Dream interrupted.

-

"So, what do we do now?"
They sat on their beds in front of the television after they ordered some Chinese food.
"We could play Rory's story cube?"
"What is that?" Dream asked.
"Oh it's a British game. It's a game where you roll a dice and you gotta come up with a story based on the picture that is on top. It's really fun and I have it with me," George explained. (Idk if I described it right. Please correct me if I'm wrong, I'm not British.)
"Sounds like fun, Gogy. Dream, what do you think?"
"sure"

-

[timeskip]

"Sooooooooo, ready for school Gogs?"
"Please don't ever call me gOgS again and yes, I am ready. Are you ready for your senior year, Sapnap?"
"Oh yes, finally my last year, then I'll take a gap year and we'll see what I am going to do after, maybe I'll just focus on YouTube," Sapnap said happily.
"Any askers?" George replied.
"Mean," Sapnap pouted "but anyway, Dream is gone, that means we are alone."
"I know but we also know what happened last time we were alone and you had to take care of me."
"Yes but now we're in my house so you gotta put me to bed," Sapnap said smirking.
"Oh yes of course," George rolled his eyes, turning his head away, trying to hide his blush.

"So.... hug?" Sapnap asked George after some time of tense full moments of silence.
"What? Why?"
"I don't know. I just want a hug nog Dreams is gone."

Wtf is going on? Is Sapnap going crazy or something?
But whatever, why not
"Sure," George answered, forcing a smile on his face.

Sapnap embraced George in a hug, but it was different. It was warm, comforting and not to mention the best hug Sapnap ever had.

Sapnap never had the best home situation, his parents would constantly fight, drink and do drugs. His dad cheated on his mom multiple times, his dad always came home late, sometime he didn't even come home, but when he did come home his parents would constantly fight. His dad would lay on the couch, doing nothing, drinking and sometimes doing drugs, on the days he wouldn't have to work. His mom would get mad, hit him, he hit her back, they drank and that just went on and on.
Sapnap had to be the perfect child, when he came home with a bad grade, he got in trouble or other stuff that perfect children weren't supposed to do, he would be greeted by his drunk mom and sometimes dad. They would be mad but instead of talking, like normal parents would, they would take their anger out on Sapnap and start hitting and kicking him until he couldn't walk anymore. When they were done and Sapnap was powerless in the corner of the room they would just calmly sit on the couch and do drugs.

Sapnap would always go upstairs to clean the bloodstains that were in his shirt, cry with his face pushed down in the pillows and when he was a bit calmed down he would play Minecraft to take his mind of everything. That's also the reason why he started his YouTube channel, he wanted something to focus on and to maybe make some extra friends. With succes, he met Dream and later George. He was never more happy before.
Until,
His YouTube channel influenced his school, his grades went down and his school mates found out about his YouTube channel. He got bullied and when he would come home with another bad grade he would totally get beaten up, it would get worse every day.

As soon as he had enough money he moved out, not saying goodbye to his parents. He moved in with Dream and he switched schools, which he is currently still on, senior year. He would not get bullied anymore since he already had 200k subscribers so people would actually find it really cool instead of, "nerdy" and "stupid". They would constantly say things to him like, and I quote, "you'll never achieve anything," "you'll never make enough money with it," "get a real job,".
But Sapnap wouldn't flinch. Look where he is now, a much better, less toxic, place, better friends and a happy home to come home to.

His life now is just truly amazing, he lived with his best friend and even better, George.
George
George, one of his best friends. Well actually he only had 2 best friends, Dream and George.

He felt warm around George, a weird feeling in his stomach, telling him everything would be alright.

"That was a great hug Georgie."
"Thanks Sap, I liked it, we should hug more often," George said walking to the kitchen to get some water.
"You know, Gogs, we could watch a movie and cuddle."
"No thanks."
"Ahhhhhw please George."
"If you won't call me 'Gogs' anymore I'm willing to cuddle with you," George said, trying not to sound too desperate for Sapnaps hugs. For Sapnap.

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I picked up a flower from the field and gave it to my lover. It was a rose, our best friends favorite, a red rose.
"Thanks baby," he says, taking the flower from my hand, placing it in his beautiful brown hair.
His eyes sparkled under the moonlight. His head sweaty from running as hard as he could, as we could.
Our best friend just had a temper tantrum and to be honest,
we might've lost him.

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