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I know y'all haven't heard from the youngin in a minute, but everything is cool as usual, well, I hope it is because I hate drama, I love to resolve issues before they become a big thing. We are all in a good spot after everything has happened, I honestly didn't think we could bounce back, but we did and I have to say I am amazed and happy for Chris and his accomplishments with Moni, but I can't say that I am not fully happy because what I told to Christina wasn't any joke I am in love with moni, she is a very well put together woman even though she is very naive. When I heard moni was pregnant, I freaked out, but no one knew, when I heard that they got married in secrecy, I freaked out and no one knew. I want to be honest and come clean, but that would be selfish, so I just want to be there for them anytime they need me, especially moni.
Right now, I was headed to Moni house because she said she was headed out for so fun by herself and she didn't want to be held up by Myris even though she loves her dearly and I stood on the phone really not wanting to be the babysitter today. We all live close together again and it's the greatest thing ever, but I don't want to be the go-to man all the time, but she convinced me, and I can't say no to her.
She is still the greatest person ever to me and it's crazy because there are still feelings lingering in me every time, I am around her and see her amazing smile. She has changed a little, but she is still the same to me always caring for others, very sensitive and beautiful.
I don't want it to be a different relationship with us because it would ruin my and Chris's relationship as friends and we have all been through some tough shit together.
"Here you go," Moni said as she handed me Myris as soon as I came through the door, and I just couldn't let her do that and just leave me to have fun. I wanted to talk to her, see how she's been I mean; I saw her on the news a couple of times, and she seems badass, but we all know she a softy.
"Wait, how have you been? you not just gone hand me your little one and be off na." I said as she stopped in her tracks and turned around and gave me a hug.
"I been good, average, I been okay, but you know it ain't easy as me, being who I am." She said and I thought back to Chris.
"Where Chris at?" I asked confused
"Oh, he said he had some business to attend to." She said in quotation marks making me laugh. We both knew that meant he was about to fuck shit up, and it wasn't gone be pretty.
"Why you let him run off, you know that doesn't sound like nothing good," I said with a smile
"I'm not holding him back, he got too much on his mind, he needs to let off steam some way." She said as I looked at her longer than I was supposed to, looking at her facial features. I then went and got myris highchair in the kitchen sitting her down in it, she noticed me, and it became weird, but it didn't matter, we always bounced back. I still remember when we first met, she was naive as hell for Chris never thought he would get her, and I never thought she would get married to him. I overthink and I came to the conclusion that she chose him over me, but I never let her know how I felt about her.
