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14~Life changes and moving?

A/N So I finally uploaded a new part. Yay :) Hope you enjoy it. It isn't a long chapter but I hope you like it. Talk later :)

Dan had been in hospital for a few days now and I had canceled my train to Sheffield. I couldn't be that far from him. Kyla stayed with me as she still had a couple of weeks of holiday left. I had spent most of the day in Dan's room replaying the events in my head.

When Dan dived in to protect me the man shot Dan in his abdomen. Then when Phil tried to help Dan he got stabbed in his leg by another person. Alfie had held Zoe back and she was sobbing in his arms. Phil wasn't majorly injured and just had to have stitches. Dan was shot just below his rib cage. If it was a little higher it would've killed him. He could've died. Kyla ran to help Phil and I collapsed next to Dan. I couldn't feel anything. all I could see was Dan's blood. Then the sirens rang, the shooters scarpered and I was left in the chaos.

I chucked one of Dan's shirts on and made a cup of tea. I missed Dan's arms wrapping around my waist. I missed him telling me to come back to bed. I missed him. I went into the living room and to my surprise Kyla was sitting on the couch with Sherlock on. I sat next to her and she hugged me. We watched Sherlock together. Phil walked into the living room and sat next to me in Dan's seat. I looked at him and just imagined Dan's face on Phil's body. Then I snapped out of it and it was Phil again but I didn't look away. I just kept staring at him until my vision was clouded. Phil pulled me in for a hug and I started to cry.

"Shhh, it's okay Sar." Phil comforted me

"I-I I need Dan Phil. I need him back. I miss him." I stutered in between sobs.

"We all miss him Sar. He will be back soon though. Don't worry."

"I can't stop worrying Phil, that is the problem."

"It will be ok."

"Why can't I believe that?"

"It seams hard right now but you need to pull through. For Dan." Then Kyla rubbed my back and I moved to hug her. We watched Sherlock until dinner when Phil ordered a Chinese we ate it and then I went to bed.

I woke up with a jolt. The person that shot Dan was running towards me. I shouted for help but no one helped. Then Dan ran infront of him and the man disappeared. Dan went to me and hugged me.

"Jess?" He asked. Then I noticed the blood. It was seeping into the bed covers. Then he smiled at me and put his hand to his head and did a backwards hello internet.

"DAN!" I screamed. The light left his eyes and he went limp. I was sobbing now "DAN PLEASE DAN!"

"DAN!" I jolted up. It was just a nightmare.

"Jess?" Kyla was on Dan's bed shaking me.

"Ky?" I asked still dazed.

"Come on move over." I moved and Kyla got in next to me. She hugged me to her and we both fell asleep together. Kyla being the best friend I could ask for like always. She is the best person, always with me. Always there for me. Wherever I go she goes and vise versa. I can't move in with Dan and Phil can I? I can't leave Ky. Everyone has to grow up at some point. Not me, not now. At this moment in time I am with my best friend and that is all that matters. Yea, you keep thinking that.