Adopted by Taylor Swift

Chapter 28

sam pov

"i want to ask for your permission to ask your mother to marry me."

i was stunned.

he wants to marry her...my mom is going to have someone else in her life to love...

there will be no more sam and taylor.

just, sam...

and 

taylor.

i remembered one of the first moments we had together. heart to heart wise.

"Yeah well there's a lot of things you don't know about me." i mumbled. she hugged me, "that was beautiful. I didn't know you listened to my music."

 

i chuckled, "yeah well...that song reminds me of my dad..." she pulled away to see tears building in my eyes. "Oh sammy. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I know you miss him. I'm sorry sam. I know i can't take the place of one of your parents. I know you loved him and i can never fill that emptiness but i can open a new area if you just let me in. Let me in sam."

 

i sniffled, "i don't want you to leave me like my mom did. I don't want you to be like her..." she hugged me and kissed my head, "sam i would never leave you i promise. I would never even think of leaving you. I love you so much and i know you can't love me yet but i want to get there. You have to let me in sweetie. I will never leave you or hurt you i promise. I love you sam."

 

"Thank you." i whispered and i grabbed her arms and put my head in her chest and sobbed.

 

Eventually my sobs subsided and my breathing evened out. taylor picked me up and layed me down in my bed. she went to walk out, "taylor?"

 

she turned, "yeah hun?"

 

"Can you stay with me tonight?" Sam groggily said. I smiled, "of course." i said. I walked over in my pink pajama outfit and crawled under the covers. i made eye contact with her and instantly moved over to her and curled up into taylor. my face was in her chest and she hesitated but wrapped her arms around me and held me as we dozed off.

if taylor gets married what will happen to us? she will have a baby eventually and i will just be that girl taylor swift adopted. not sam swift, taylor swift's daughter. inseperable bond...

i saw ezra about to pass out after asking me.

i put on a fake smile, "sure."

he smiled and hugged me, "thank you so much sam."

i smiled, "just don't expect me to call you dad." i joked.

he laughed.

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"sam are you coming?" selena asked before walking inside the house.

"um...you know. i'm good. i have to do something. my manager needs me." i lied.

she nodded, "okay. see you later babe. be careful." she pecked my lips, "yeah. see you later."

her and ezra walked inside and i looked through the window.

mom smiled brightly and hugged selena and then kissed ezra.

i sighed and got into my car.

i drove to the nearest bar.