I have always been confident of who I am, never have I tried to compare nor compete with someone else. And yes, I am well aware that someone out there has more curves, has the best flawless skin, has bustier boobs and is a thousand miles way prettier than me. And knowing those things, still my confidence wasn't swayed.
Maybe because I have flourished this confidence by knowing that although I am far from those pampered, goddessly beautiful girls, the fact that I am able to bring out the best in me by myself and knowing that my flaws should never shadow my own beauty that I think is what makes me unique and beautiful.
Having confidence about your beauty fades overtime along with your beauty but to be confident on to what makes you YOU with all the flaws and nasty cuts it should and would carry you onwards.
Or so I thought. Dahil habang naririnig ko siyang umaamin sa akin na pinagtaksilan niya ako ramdam ko ang pagkabasag ng puso ko at buong pagkatao ko na ilang taon kong inaalagaan.
And here I am staring at the girl with the beauty of a Goddess, sweet, fragile and princess like. Ano nga bang sabi ko? Nakakatawang inisip ko na hindi ko kailanman e co-compare ang sarili ko sa iba, kasi habang nakatingin ako sa kaniya envy has over flodded me. Lahat ng baka naisip ko na, baka kong kasing puti niya ako? Baka kung kasing flawless niya ako? Baka kung kasing yaman nila kami at alagang alaga ako hindi ako ipagpapalit?
Pero lahat ng baka na naiisip ko humahangtong lang sa 'Wala e ito lang ako. Ganito lang ako. Hanggang dito lang ang kaya ko.'
Tang ina! Bakit ba kasi? Bakit ba kasi kayo nag c-cheat!?
Sa cheat kasi hindi lang puso namin ang binabasag. Pati ang confidence namin nasisira. Hindi ba ako enough? Bakit ka ng cheat? Anong kulang sakin?
She's way prettier. So she gets the flower, right?
Pano ako? Hindi ko ba desreve yun?
Published: January 22,2022 (Not Proofread)

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She gets the Flowers
General FictionI have always been confident of who I am, never have I tried to compare nor compete with someone else. Maybe because I have flourished this confidece by knowing that although I am far from those pampered, godessly beautiful girls, the fact that I a...