bnha oc insert | Swerve (DISCONTINUED)

Back to me

I the sound of a door sliding open, looking around me to see miles of open fields, poppies on the ground, surrounding me. I'm wearing a lilac dress, adorned with lilac petals embroidered onto it.

A voice comes from all directions, I'm unable to really detect where it's coming from.

"Yukine, maybe you can hear me, maybe you can't. But please wake up, please. We're- I'm worried, don't you know how hard it is to see you like this, how hard it is to say what I'm feeling, admitting that you're miserable and I can't help you." Katsuki's voice brings tears to my eyes.

Where is he? How can I hear him?

The sound of sliding doors again and just as fast, it's shut.

"How is she?" Aizawa sensei's voice rings like Katsuki's, his usual monotone is replaced with a concerned one, followed by the familiar beeping of the heart thingy machine.

"She's okay, sensei. She just has a high fever, her aunt treated her earlier but, it isn't going down. She has to be awake, she needs people." Katsuki answers Aizawa sensei in a low tone. His voice seems so sad, like he lost something so dear to him.

I scream, scream for help, for them to show themselves, for this to be reality, for me to have them back.

Where am I? Why can't they hear me?

Suddenly, the bright sun is replaced by dark clouds, they loom over me, starting to pour cold rain on my skin. The feeling brings me so much pain.

Why can't I see Katsuki? Am I in a grave?

The breeze isn't cold, it's blazing hot, so unbearably hot, it burns my skin, third degree. The cold rain harshly pours on me, making me hiss in pain.

"I hope you know, I love you, you're like my sister. Always will be. We may say jokes about us having a romantic relationship, about dating, and shi- stuff, but you're my sister. No one can change that." his voice reassures me, making me feel safe despite the reality of me lost in a field of poppies.

But, it sounds like he's crying. Sobs can be heard.

Is he crying? Is he the one making it rain?

Katsuki can see me, but I can't see him, am I being buried right now then. Maybe it's a eulogy.

What is this place? Am I in hell? Heaven?

Suddenly, a huge orange swirling portal looking thing opens beside me, a voice coming from it. 

Angry grunts can be heard from the portal, "damn it, Yukine! Why didn't you take care of yourself!?" Katsuki's voice booms loudly, sounding so broken, cracking from sadness.

What is that? Will it take me back?

I walk closer to it, full of hope, something I thought I lost. I'm done with the pain and suffering, take me back to Izuku and Katsuki, to Sora obasan and my favorite uncle figure, Shota ojisan. I miss them all.

...

My eyes open slowly, blinking to clear the vision, taking away the white specs of light from the sides. I take in account my surroundings.

"Katsuki!" I happily exclaim, I sit up then hug him, instantly squishing him. "I love you too, Katsuki, your my brother." I whisper to him.

He sniffles. "You heard me." he mutters in the hug, attempting to hide his happiness. I clutch his back tighter, supposingly wrinkling it. "You know you're only a few months older than me, right? Just go back to calling me that stupid nickname, I missed you, too much." Katsuki whispers to me.

Someone clears their throat, letting go of Katsuki to see Shota ojisan. "You're all right." he slyly says, also hiding his happiness. I scoff at him and Katsuki's actions, "He wasn't the only one who missed you, Class 1-A and I visited you a lot." he gives in, finally going up to hug me.

I instantly hug him back. "I miss calling you, Shota ojisan." I remark, nuzzling my nose into his shirt. 

"Yes well, we had to be professional, now how is my favorite niece doing?" he asks me, putting his head on top of mine.

"I'm good, feeling better now that you guys are here. How long was I asleep for?" I answer, letting go of the hug. 

"A few hours since I've been back, Yukine. They wouldn't even let me out of the house, not until Aizawa sensei told them he'll look after me." Katsuki whines from behind me. 

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They leave me to rest, the afternoon soon turns to night, the moon replaces the sun. The light shines from the window, illuminating my room, my lilac hair glistens under the moonlight, I'm sure my eyes shine just as bright, full of happiness, hope, love, and the same giddy feeling.

The door opens revealing Dr. Honone, "Yukine M. Akane, as directed by your aunt and also by legal papers, I will now be your permanent doctor and also family doctor. I'm sure you already met my assistant, now goodbye." she tells me, then exits again leaving me in a daze.

I laugh, my life is back again, and Katsuki is back to me. The class visited me, they cared, no, they care. I'll get better, for them, for me, and Sora obasan that never gave up on me.

My life is back to me.