The story of Cecilia Blackwood

Chapter 6

We were sitting around and listening to Yellowcard - finish line, playing air guitar and screaming along. It ended up becoming serious, we were literally acting as though we were performing at warp tour or something! We did the same thing for the next couple songs, it was so awesome but tiring. We kept laughing too, we finally plopped down on his bed in his room. The music off, and everything else in the house was either off or locked.

As we lay there our eyes slowly shut, I ended up randomly waking up. I was looking at him and thinking ' I'm so ugly, fat, dumb, etc. I don't deserve Michael.' I ended up getting up and pulling out the blade I had placed in my bag, I went into the bathroom which was connected to his room. I quietly shut the door, and place the blade on the counter looking at my ugly self. Seeing all my flaws, made me feel worse and worse. Tears fell down my cheeks but no noise escaped my lips, I grabbed the blades and sat on the floor I lifted up my shirt and stared at my fat stomach. I was so sad that I became angry, I dragged the blade across one of my old scars creating an X. I started sobbing, little muffled noises would happen now and then.

~Michaels P.O.V~
I opened my eyes and saw that Cecilia wasn't next to me, I leaned up and looked around the room. I looked in the direction of the bathroom, seeing that the lights were on I assumed she was taking a piss. When I heard a little cry I quickly realized what she has started, I freaked out and jumped up and off the bed. I ran over to the door and grabbed the handle but it was of course locked, "Cecilia! Open the door right now!" I said in a firm tone, she just sobbed even more.

"I'm sorry, Michael... You're too good for me, everyone knows and they laugh at me about it. I'm so ugly! You're amazing, why do you like someone like me?!" She said quickly, and I don't know why but it pissed me off that she said that. "Cecilia what the fuck are you talking about? You're amazing, beautiful, talented, etc! I don't like you, I love you! Now please, open this god damn door." She slowly did what I said, when I walked in her wrist was bloody and there was a blood stain on her shirt in the stomach area.

I snatched the blade away from her and threw it away, she sat there sobbing. I knelt down and hugged her, I picked her up and carried her to the kitchen and sat her on the counter. I grabbed my Aiding kit, I pulled out the Neosporin and four band-aids. I lifted up her shirt and applied Neosporin there and on her left wrist, I followed by placing the band-aids on the cuts. I frowned and looked her in the eyes and hugged her, "I can't believe you didn't know that I love you." I mumbled and she place her head on my shoulder, " I'm sorry Michael, so sorry.." We passionately kissed for a couple minutes, showing her how much I love her.

~Back to Cecilia's P.O.V~
We kissed until I became breathless, he picked me up bridal style and layed me on the bed. We layed there just looking at each other, and talking for a little bit. My hands in his hair and his hands in mine, I felt so dumb for not realizing his feelings. We slowly became tired and fell asleep around 3:00 in the morning, and didn't wake up until around 2:30 in the afternoon. We didn't do anything that day except play PS3 and eat pizza the rest of the day.

-- Sorry for such a short chapter, I'll do a longer one next time.(;--