I hate myself
I hate looking at myself
I hate hate the fact I'm the devil spawn
I hate the grandmother who haunts my dreams
She destroy my life
I hate Cathy ,especially when she gets all the attention
And I absolutely hate this goddamn height
Wait,
I don't hate Cathy
I hate the fact she is taller than me
She is very beautiful and could get any man she wanted
I wish I was like that
She is a mannequin
I'm a doll
Strange comparison
But
At lest mannequin has curves as real woman
Unfortunately
Dolls does not
Doll are just pretty faces and small
If you break a mannequin
All you have to do is put it back together
And it will still look prefect
Unlike dolls,
If you break one it will
It will never be the same
It will be scar for life
