Fast Falling // Killugon

Chapter One: Hazelnut Eyes

Killua's POV

The sound of a bleating bird wakes me up, as I sit up. Gon isn't up yet. I stumble to the bathroom, and look in the mirror. My hair is everywhere, the usual, and I look half dead. I've never been one to worry about my apperance, but for some reason I do anyways. I tiptoe my way down stairs, past Gon's room, which is across from mine. I make it into the living room to find Gon, asleep on the couch with dried tears on his face. He's clenching a pillow and looks like he's been there all night. I sit beside him, careful not to wake him. He's so cute when he sleeps. His black and green hair wasn't spiked up like usual. It was down and in his face. I brushed his cheek with my fingers unconsiously, then jump back as he pops awake. "K-Killua? What are you doing?" he asks, still half asleep. "Waiting on you to wake up dummy." I say, covering up with fact I was just watching him sleep. "Why are you sleeping on the couch?" I ask, concerned. "I had a bad dream and I didn't wanna wake you..." He says, looking down. His face glew with a bright red, his embarrassent escaping through his cheeks. "You could have just come stayed with me, I wouldn't of mind." He looked up at me and smiled. "Ok." I smiled back at him. His smile was so bright, it felt like the whole room lit up. "So tell me about this dream" I say, trying to start conversation. He just looked at me with his hazel eyes and said "I don't remember it" I could tell he was lying. He knew ever last detail, but I decided not to push it. "Oh, ok" His eyes were pleading. There was something he needed to say. There was something on his mind that was bothering him, and I was gonna figure out what. I realized I had zoned out when I felt a soft hand on my cheek. Gon was staring directly into my eyes, and I looked back at his. They were beautiful. They shimmer in the sunlight, as if to tell me something. Gon's eyes speak, you can know everything by the way he looks at you. I could tell he was doing something without realizing. I felt my face get warm as he moved closer towards me. He was so close, his lips nearly touched mine. He brushed his thumb across my face, his eyes glittering. My face was for sure red as hell by now, but I didn't care. "K-...Kill-..Killua?" He mummbled out, his eyes still glued to mine. "Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?" He says, softly. I got flustered, hearing him say that. I've liked him for so long, and told myself he would never feel the same for so long, hearing those words from him stunned me. "I..." I was num for words. He pulled himself onto my lap, without a word. He leaned in and pecked a kiss on my cheek then moved beside me with his knees tucked in. He was blushing, and it made me blush seeing how cute he was. The main reason I was blushing was the fact that the only person I've ever wanted in my entire life just kissed me. Sure it wasn't an actual kiss but it still happened. "Sorry. I don't know what I was doing." So I was right. "It's ok." I replied, doing my best to make it seem like I didn't care. Keeping my feelings hidden from him have been a priority. I can't loose him. I won't loose him.

Gon's POV

Oh my god. What the hell did I just do? He's not reacting to it, maybe that means he doesn't mind it? I don't know. I've felt different around Killua ever since we met. It's like he glows. He's so cute, and I don't know why I feel this way. Maybe theres something wrong with me? I want his touch, and attention. I want to be with him all the time. I don't know why but I do. I dreampt last night that I had told him how I was feeling. He ended up leaving me and I thought he was gone forever. I went to the couch because the pillow I had smelled like him. I held onto it because I thought I had lost him for real. To wake up to him right there, his hand brushing my cheek, felt like heaven. It's been quiet for a while. I can't believe I kissed him. I can't believe I said he was beautiful out loud. I was embarrassed and felt so stupid. "Gon?" He mummbled out under his breath, "Are you ok?" He asked. I could hear the sense of worry in his voice. "Killua, I-" I stopped myself. I wanted to say the words but nothing would come out. He looked at me with wide blue eyes. Eyes blue, like the atlantic. If I stare long enough I make fall in, and sink like the titanic did. I was doing it again. I was moving but I couldn't stop. I crawled up onto his lap and clung onto him. He put his arms around me and just held on. "Gon, I have work today" Killua whispered. I didn't want him to leave I didn't want to be without him. "Don't go-" I pleaded. Everything in me was giving up. I decided to stop fighting it. "But Gon I ha-" I interupted him "Don't go! Please stay!" I felt tears stream out of my eyes. What was wrong with me?

Killua's POV

Tears began to stream down Gon's face, leaving streaks as they ran down his cheeks. He pleaded me not to leave. I felt him cling onto me and tighten his grip. I pulled him up in my lap and let him rest his head on my chest. "Ok, I'll call in sick. Calm down. Whats going on?" He looked up at me, his eyes screaming. I couldn't leave him. I was clueless to what was happening but I didn't care. I had him in my arms. That was all I needed. He kissed my cheek again, same little peck like before. He layed back down and fell asleep in my arms. All I could think about was how his eyes glittered in the sunlight. The way they glistened, it was hypnotizing. You've put a spell on me Gon. You and those hazelnut eyes of yours.

[heres chapter onneeeeee ummm theres a lot of words here like geez- uhm so I know its alot for the first chapter and I'm sorry its so long but iM jUsT a VeRy dEtaIlEd aNd iNtRiCuT pErSon oK- i pay way to much attention to little details- which is why my writing is ok but takes paticence to read- sOrRy- word count: 1165]