June 22nd 2018

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Well hello....it's been a long time. I have up on writing because it didn't help like I thought it did. I'm gonna start writing every month hopefully. But I have somethings to talk about today. Shall we start?

Can someone just pull me out of the dark....please...I want help...
The voices..won't leave. I can hear them...everywhere..before be...in the shower...on the way to the store...everywhere...the pain..make it stop please..

The pain comes out of no where.
Like I'll just hurt inside. My chest will have so much pain in it. I'll be laying down and all the weight comes down on my chest and I can't breathe. I hate it...I hate it here.. I don't belong.. why am I here...why..

*2 hours later*
It's gone now...one day it'll all stop..one day I'll make the pain go away...one day... when I bleed the pain goes away but the blood flowing down so quickly feels so nice and it's so beautiful...

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