April 14th 2021

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3:38pm
just got off of school. called my best friend but now i'm supposed to be taking a nap but i can't..
i have the urge to cut again but i'm trying not to lose control. my mom is still home so i can't let it take over me at the moment. she's leaving soon to my step dads house. oh yeh they got back together.

my mom called me a monster and that i should cut deeper and die. i'm done...i can't take it anymore...

me and my mom got in a fight and i tried to tell her how i feel and that i need help but she doesn't care. i should've known that before i even tried.
i give up on everything. she doesn't care. no one does. i want to just...leave...

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